name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.
afterall, i become really tired at this subject. all of these projects skin myself alive. i'm going to retire. i tried to handle all of the subject i'm good at but it can't help since i can't trust anyone or deciding who's trustworthy for this.
well when i can't put a trust on somebody, it became worse. handling 6 projects at the same time i must finish my last study on indonesia well really kills. my brain seems aches thousand times. i got to sacrifice my time for having fun and even my own friend! *well, that's not a bad idea, sometimes i found my peace of mind without them*
i've tried to be perfect, but nobody's perfect, can't you see? i'm getting tired, fixing things etc etc like i don't have a life. it's easy when you are 34, a workaholic but me? i'm just 15, have to go to a formal highschool and a music school for almost everyday and taking care of 2 bands while i played in other 4? man, i must be a superwoman.
my mind screwed. now my body screwed. you decide what's hot for me, better yoga meditation or a better spa and relaxaxing? or better job with a better salary and kids waiting me home with a husband that works almost 24/7 on his tour?
i need to get a recent sleep, before i got to daydreaming about him again.
