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name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.

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4.28.2009

BBBITCCHH/ISCFIS/DEGRADE

after almost a month of holiday, this wednesday i'll be back to my fellow manguard, doin our class again, write in our lousy grammars & manners. that's why i degrade three points, i earn 6.25 for english. quite bad.
what bitchin me is the easter holiday full package homeworks. you wont believe that mrs. zhu gave us three pages of kantonese literature which we should translated in proper mandarins. suuckkksss! and i am home with coco and daniel, work for those assignments and nay, i heard the management and business class should worked on business plan and recession articles which should be handled in 50 pages for exact minimum pages. thanks god i didn't take the class last year.
but the worst is history which mr andy gave us many books to read and to presentate. facts i hate presentating history of ancient sumerians culture make it worse. i exchanges with daniel which got the ancient sodom & gommorahs. and guess what? he doesnt want us to copy from wikipedia. pipsqueak. all the 4.1 should be agree with me :((
at least we shouldn't write about condoms like people in technical science did. oh screw. manguard should be meeting soon with our beloved black suits!

Label: diary

4.25.2009

i laughs for you

i laugh for you bitches
who still thought
your boyfriend
is everything
eventhough
he turned
to be a
gay

Label: my own lyrics

4.23.2009

teriak kecewa part 1

kecilku menyenangkan
ketika besar, rokok di tangan
kecilku tumbuh perlahan
ketika besar, lari ke jalan

mencari pelampiasan
diantara kaum yang tersisihkan
lelah lari lalu berjalan
mencari masa depan

tapi tinggal khayalan

Label: my own lyrics

i don't have siblings with toilets

g: oh btch! my bladder!
t: what happen to your brother?

Label: nonsense

4.19.2009

esok kalau saya mati

esok kalau saya mati,
jangan kau bicara lagi,
karena hidup kita
semuanya semu
semuanya palsu,

esok kalau saya mati
jangan kau sesali lagi
Karena sekali mati
kita takkan pernah kembali

esok kalau saya mati
titip surat cinta ku
untuk malaikat kecilmu
bilang padanya
hidup kita palsu
hidup kita semu

hidup kita palsu
hidup kita semu
hidup kita palsu
hidup kita semu

Label: my own lyrics

4.18.2009

projects/pop/funny things

td gue hbs shooting buat english project di lapangan sofbol senayan. gue baru pertama kali kesitu jadi rada norak, so did my dad. nah trus selama gw shooting ternyata bokap gw mengalami 'hal menarik' yakni dicurigain melakukan pencurian yg menurut gw ngga mungkin bgt. jadi ada coach disitu keilangan hp sama dompet nah trs dompetnya itu dibuang di toilet, at the same time bokap gw ke toilet dan karena emang gw dan bokap gw br pertama kali kesitu ya bokap gw bingung celingukan pas mau masuk toilet, jger, hbs deh bokap gw dicurigain sm itu coach -.-
BUT I MEAN HELLOOO NGAPAIN BAPAK BAPAK BERUBAN NYOLONG DOMPET SM HP ORANG SEMENTARA ADA ISTRI SM ANAKNYA DISITU, TE O EL O EL BANGET DEH AAAHHH. lo kira bokap gw i----- ah sudahlah, nanti ada yg tersinggung -.-

lagian buat orang kaya bokap gw, nyolong hp mau buat apa hah? wong hp yg dulu dulu aja kaga mau dijual jual, trs dompet isinya duit berapaan sih? bokap gw tipe yg ga pernah bw duit banyak lho, wong hbs itu pas di jco dia ngeluarin dompet sm duit di kantongnya isinya recehan sm 100 rb selembar, lecek pula, duh *ujung ujungnya gw yg bayarin deh ah*

trus pas lewat di dpn bioskop buaran gw baca poster film gede bgt judulnya "Pocong Setan Jompo" trus:

g: pop nonton yuk tuh pocong setan jompo haha takut ah apaan sih mainnya pocong jompo
p: hah? pocong setan sambudi? *ngakak parah bgt*
g: haha parah eh om sambudi apa kbr pop?
p: udah jompo dia gi *makin ngakak nyetir mulai ga fokus*
g: wah parah hahahaha
p: ga nyangka lho dia main film
g: maksud pop?
p: itu td pocong setan jompo? dia kan udah jompo, kayak setan pula dulu ngajar ngomel mulu hahahahaha

no offense ya om sam hahahaha bokap gw emg rada gila :D

Label: diary

tuhan maha adil

i learnt from my mistakes that you can't trust someone as a friend when they already cheated with their friends.

i dont mention names & places yaaa, jadi kalo ada yang tersinggung, maaf banget, tapi KEMUNGKINAN itu bukan lo.
i'm back to last year's story, this is about you know who from you know what which you know how.
dulu gue pernah bilang, "kalau dia bisa nyebar aib sahabat-sahabatnya, kenapa sekarang dia ga bisa nyebar aib sahabat sahabatnya yang lain?"
and again no one listen. gue sih diem diem aja ya, DENGAN TIDAK IKUT IKUT FITNAH/NYEBAR AIB/NGOMONGIN DIA GUE RASA GUE BERTINDAK LEBIH DEWASA *again, this is very very very narcisst post, maaf ya semuanyaa*
now it happens and i just can say, "apa kata gue? makan tuh temen lo! hahahahahaha"

man, revenge is always sweet. always.
Tuhan memang maha adil.

(P.S: jangan ada yang tersinggung! JANGAN!)

Label: diary

4.16.2009

serem/sakit/sialan

wenjeng si aksa semalem nakut nakutin gue, saking kagetnya hp gue lempar trus gw lari trus jatoh dari tangga, akhirnya gue off trus tidurr. hih awas ya kamu ntar aku bikin ketawa ngakak gila gilaan liat surprise aku ;D

p.s; tonight is donny suhendra project's first show at EPjazz and i can't wait ;) om donny & kristian is soo nice although demas is somehow..duh. but he's nice after all -.-

p.p.s; i miss HK so much..

Label: diary, sakit

4.14.2009

meme/mongky/mazu

well happy birthday meme! guess what? meme got new puppy named mongki from noe & mazu ;) i haven't see mongki yet because i'm ill but i'm sure this poodle is so cute.

i'm so in loved with elmu because he visits me eventhough he is still annoying -.- thank you elmu! i hate you still kok.

Label: diary

sakit/meme/sebal

setelah kejadian semalem bdn gw makin drop dan sekarang dropnya jadi parah bgt pdhl mau ngerayain ulangtaunnya meme ntar malem jdnya me malah ngerawat gw di rmh. cuma keadaan gw ga membaik malah makin gilaaaa duh duh

gue nyesel bgt semalem gw kehilangan sahabat dan org yg plg gw sayang sekaligus but this is the way. if i am gone soon, they're not losing anything ;)

Label: diary, sakit

4.13.2009

head/over/heels

yeah
as usual i am sleep in the middle of my drum excersises, and when i woke up i remember something
my dad been angry to me because i told him something he & my family didn't like the most,
yes, it was the fact that i'm trying to get back to my ex
and i wasn't able to control myself, now i know that THAT IS NOT THE WAY I WANT. i love my ex though -.- but i don't want to lie that i really want him back. there's a guy that more appropriate for me and yeah i won't tell who ;)

and this is what i'm judging off seriously

+ while i just sit here and being blue, will my ex think of me? no, never.
but the guy i love, think of me. he cheered me up, and always be with me. he also supports me to forget my ex in a positive way

+ while i jumps into my friend will my ex mingled with them too? hih, he's a gay and dont care with my besties
but the guy i love, he mingles with them although he never really liked them, and always diss my chairmate though i know he's care ;)

+ while i am sick or troubled will my ex be with me? HE JUST DOESN'T CARE, DUDE!
but the guy i love show his care and cheered me, reminds me if i'm doing wrong and i ALWAYS LOVE HIM! he always be my guide, and never lose his care on me

+ so what a lucky girl i am if i have a boyfriend like him *which only happens once in a bluemoon*, and his style, everything, is in to me.
FOR 5 YEARS BEING HIS FRIENDS IS ALWAYS MAKE ME PROUD. but there was many bitches out there who dumped him and made him felt worse. i am sorry, they're so fucking blind!

smoochs
junoaggy

Label: diary

4.12.2009

borredd/sleepy/sick

+i am gone to my dèbut spicing up meeting today, and it was pretty awesome because i meet all 01 and i have lotsa fun especially with dennis & sbj's apple pie! uh oh sbj, sforzennes, manguard, i really miss you guys

+my new refrigerator sucks because i'm so bought it with my money -which basically for buy me a new laptop :"(

+peoples, my warungmusik.net is soo peaceful, quiet, etc etc oh my god why so boring? please come and join yourself!

+i incredibly wants a printer to print my photos so i can corks it to the wall :( i have dozens photographs!

+today i really want to eat bacon fries but since today is easter i pushed myself not to eat meat *i dont understand the correlations, though*

+i really wants to watch supernatural, but i don't have the dvd or else and my pc sucks so bad

+aksa is home and we're exchanging gossips again :) oh my talkactive personality

+i am 40 celcius degree right now and i cant sleep although i swallow meds, baby i need to sleep asap! all i want to do is watch termehek mehek :(

+suspiciously bored. i don't feel that way but my face said that i am in the middle of my boredom

well that's enough, my dad wants his phone back heheee :P

Label: diary

nick(meme) dan saya(i')

N: i' nanti kalo makan jgn lupa telfon gue ya?
G: hah kok mesti telfon me?
N: mau disekalianin, dompet gue ketinggalan
G: serius me? duit i tgl 50rb nih emang dompet me ketinggalan dimana?
N: di ambon kemaren i', paling selasa dianter papa
G: *cengo parah*

Label: nonsense

4.10.2009

the last part of jugun ianfu's EP

dad asks me;
what i want to be
when i turns sixteen
all i remember oh
from your old records is
"i wanna be an anarchy"

i've been longing for your love
now i had enough
i can suicide,
can do anything i like
oh but stop
they would say i'm so emo
and it's so 2004
let's say i'm so pop rock
or electronica
(and all i remember oh)
from your old records is
"i wanna be an anarchy"

all i remember oh
from your old records is
"i wanna be an anarchy"

now let's not talk about it;
i was six during that time
oh yeah you know
there was just i am
and my dad
now lady gaga and katy perry
much everything to me
and sexpistols ramones and cures
are part of dream to me
yeah you said i am possers
yeah i am
in fact
in my funeral my besties sang "fluorescent adolescent" to me,

dad,
all i remember oh
from your old records is
"i wanna be an anarchy"

dad,
i wanna be an anarchy

all i remember oh
from your old records is
"i wanna be an anarchy"
all i remember oh
from your old records is
"i wanna be an anarchy"

i am the anarchy not the anarchist
let's not talk about it
die in a riot and a clash in the middle of suburban city
while i was on poppy obscene concert they gave to me
oh dad i am sorry

all i remember oh
from your old records is
"i wanna be an anarchy"

(the dead song of a deathless childhood dreams - sesshounkidai from ep "jugun ianfu in 2009")

Label: my own lyrics

4.09.2009

i cant concentrate

you know
i am all out of love
can't be great, can't be
anything you want in the world
you spend much
on me (on me)
but you're the first one
to leave (to leave)

i'm still like this for years
and years
you never see the love in me
(in me)
so please comeback (please comeback)
baby know that i

i cant concentrate my mind
i haven't read for years (years)
just be mine (be mine)
i cant concentrate my mind
i haven't read for years (years)
just be mine (be mine)

let us know we're confessing to each other
make things straight,
i love you
don't love me, don't you?

i see you want the world
can't give you one, baby cos

i cant concentrate my mind
i haven't read for years (years)
just be mine (be mine)
i cant concentrate my mind
i haven't read for years (years)
just be mine (be mine)

i cant concentrate my mind
i haven't read for years (years)
just be mine (be mine)
i cant concentrate my mind
i haven't read for years (years)
just be mine (be mine)

Label: my own lyrics

i have marked them with heart

amazing in bed said that my lo-fi music is cool, oh well that's make my heart go go! <3

i have my bestfriend's, brother's, classmate's, and teacher's birthday :D it was superbbb

i hunt photos with nilo at the election place and that's pretty great because this could be our latest hunting together

i chat with my bff's all day long

well i received three bouquets today, one from my fellow sforzennes; catha, chia, karen, dimy, one from mazu, and one from celo :)

mum gave me new sackdress :) yuhuu, but mazu said it just like aurakasih's dress in frestea's advertising :<

i always wanted to wear wedding gowns someday and well today i wore one. actually it is belong to my cousin, ninna. well it's very long for me though ;) i wore it for my new pv ;D

Label: diary

4.08.2009

saya memang penakut -.-

hari ini just like usual i went haha hihi with aksa but suddenly he scared me with lotsa things i fears the mosts, so then after one or two hours chatting and i felt scary to be alone, i began to took a bath. when i began to wash my hair, suddenly mazu open the door and i forgot to lock the door, i scream theennn you know whaaat???
the shampoo is masuk idung!
i dont know what was the translation wkwkwk :D
ok it hurts but then i feel stupid because of my afraidness. yea i know it sounded like whatever but idk where aksa found my "labeled scary things" huhuhu

awas ya sa entar kubalaass

Label: diary, nonsense

4.06.2009

HHS!!

phew! after a month i didn't on air with my happy heure today i was so delight that we broadcasts again :)

today, because of the libur sekolah yang yihuu yuhii ini gw pun sekalian took 7 days off from internshit itu dan kembali ke almamater gue yakni "sekolah musik seberang jalan" and theennn pas bgt si montje br pulang juga, akhirnya seperti biasa mengudara lah kita hahahaha

hbs itu tdny kita mau bintaro-ing again but i want to go home because pembantu rumah tangga gue mudik. ih mana gue blm makan, akhirnya pas otw (ada nick, nod sm anto jg) akhirnyaaaa kita stop di rumah makan mbok berek!
*aslinya gue lg pengeeen bgt j.co sih tp yasudahlahyaaa kalo pada akhirnya jd ayam goreng mbok berek*
terus kan gue make sepatu favorit gue yg dibeliin sm kevin, eh pas gw keluar restoran tau tau di samping gue ada yg make sepatu sama kayak punya gue!
pulangnya smp rumah sendirian, nunggu mama pulang trus kan niatnya mau smbil latian tp megang stick aja udh males bgt yaudah paksa paksa deh sambil ngafal lagu buat besok, eh pas gue duduk ngeliat drum kok kaya ada yg bedaaaa apa yaa? eh ternyata, ride, snare sm stick bag gw ilang! ok lah stick bag gw isinya cuma mallets sepasang (karena gue udah ga punya brushes, stick jg udh tinggal yg regal sm yg travis itupun gw tinggal di kamar ckckck) trus gw telfon nyokap gw dan bener deh ternyata di"sita" sama nyokap biar gw ga main drum di rmh selama liburan ckck gmn gw mau latian wong snare nya aja ga ada akhirnya gue latian di pad dulu trs sambil ngehafal lagu.. trus sempetin bk facebook bentar trus pas nyokap pulang gue minta snare gue eh ga dikasih ckck adoooh bsk lg acaranya, akhirnya gue ngabur dh ke rumah daniel minjem drum dia *soalnya drumnya ogo kan udah dipindah, rmhnya udh kosong skrg huhuhu trus kalo minjem yoga, gengsi ah!* yaudah deeh akhirnya gue latian pas ada danielnya juga kaan wiih terus sekitar 1 setengah jam gue plg deh trus trus ah tau ah bsk masuk 1 hari trus hbs itu libur lg!

(p.s: aduuh bokk knp "ulangtaun" ik mesti disamain ama pemilu? ckck au deh gaseru nih pemerintah!)

Label: diary

4.02.2009

f. jeune

i dont know which way to write,
rythm.
sing.
and then i laugh
i burst
i kiss you
i miss you
i hugs you
i sing
the
song
for
you
baby
i dont know
no inspirations
been thinking about you
i leave you
but i dont
want to
leave
my darling
home and i was
the one to blame
i
kiss
you
in my dreams
and i laugh then i wake up
i feel sad
because
you were not here
i
hate you
now leave me
alone

Label: my own lyrics

saya orang paling ngga bersyukur sedunia

"sebenernya ya nik, gw itu sayang bgt sm dia dan ada buat dia karena dia ngerasa ga ada keluarganya yg merhatiin dia, wajar sih, tapi kan dia punya gue, dan gue adalah keluarganya, walaupun dia nyebelin, gw juga pengen liat dia bahagia,"

ini adalah wujud perhatian seorang kakak laki laki kepada adik perempuannya, sesudah adiknya mengaku kalau dia menyukai apa yg kakaknya paling ga suka.

Label: diary