name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.
well, today is a recent updates. simple : gandhy was no longer my special someone. he already hooked up with a girl in his music institute for 2 months but he didn't tell me. hell, i'm so desperately in need of honesty.
yeah to told you, i knew this from nilo. okay, i'm eavesdropping. but then yesterday i'm bravely asked gandhy, whether i just wanted to clarify rumours like usual. yeah, long distance relationship were hard, especially when you both have got no real status. like i said, "maybe it doesn't matter for us but it's a matter to our phone bills,"
oh idk what to do. maybe i need to calm my mind first. i'm sorry, for anything. anything. i miss you beb, but this is what i got from wanting you so hard. you kept it just to kept me by your side. lonesome were no big deal for me. i kept on dreaming about someday you'll be withme and the story ended with a happy ending, now all i dream is about how i kept losing my mind, said i'm not that pathetic but i knew i was torn in two. even though i want you to be back here, i realize indonesia wasn't one of your destination next christmas. you'll leaving me once again, and now it's bye bye, goodbye, i've tried.
another sad ending for my love stories, maybe.
"i'm sorry dear, i can't help myself, you know i'm just a human being, i need you, you just too far away, i know someday i'll hurts you, now i hurts you, i am afraid i can't have you back,"
p.s: thanks to alisbar yg nyuruh gw nulis ini sambil dgr mengenang cinta dari parkdrive. pas bgt! kerasa bgt jadinya.. "..adapun nyatanya, kau tak disini dan kuhanya bs mengenang cinta.." emang parkdrive paling GILA!
