J A s L a i r

5.24.2009

heart shaped glasses

i am addicted to marilyn manson's heart shaped glasses (when the heart guides the hand). not only because the lyrics itself is wonderful but the catchy intros always turning me on. the music & lyrics composed by my favorite tim skold & marilyn manson himself.

She reminds me of the one in school
When I was cut and she was dressed in white
And I couldn't take my eyes off her
But that's not what I took off that night

And she'll never cover up what we did with her dress, no
She said: "Kiss me, it'll heal but it won't forget
Kiss me, it'll heal but it won't forget,"

I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles
If I could stick to you and you stick me, too

Don't break, don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high

Don't break, don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high
Making me low
That blue is getting me high
Making me low

She reminds of the one I knew
That cut-up the negatives of my life
I wouldn't take my hands off her
She wouldn't let me be anywhere but inside

I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles
If I could stick to you and you stick me, too

Just don't break, don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high

Don't break, don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high
Making me low
That blue is getting me high
Making me low

She'll never cover up what we did with her dress, no
She said: "Kiss me, it'll heal but it won't forget
Kiss me, it'll heal but it won't forget,"

I don't mind you keeping me on pins and needles
If I could stick to you and you could stick me, too

Just don't break, don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high

Don't break, don't break my heart
And I won't break your heart-shaped glasses
Little girl, little girl you should close your eyes
That blue is getting me high
Making me low

the video clip isn't available on my country's youtube, so i pick the accoustic one. well, i think this song is about his divorce with dita von teese. they're good couple together. well or this is about rachel evans wood? i don't know. all i know he made a good music with skold (even though skold resigned from MM)

Label: diary, musik, nonsense

xx signed off at 6:54 AM

12.05.2008

drum tales and sebel bangeeettt

gue jujur aja paling males kalo lagi disuruh take drum.
eh sumpah ya yang namanya take drum itu was nowhere called fun deh. belom kalo misalnya drum yang dipake di studio itu nggak enak dan sebagainya atau segoblok mas wirja yang setelah hampir 10 menit gue menggeber lagu lagu instrumental nya vandicers baru nyadar bahwa mixernya MATI.

nah baru aja gue take drum buat smokingfetishcandy--gue ngusahain kit sendiri soalnya biar feelnya lebih enak, ya pertama kan gue set up dulu lah eh tau tau pas gue set up gue lupa bawa dark ride gue yang pentiiiiiingg banget, akhirnya gue minjem ke studio itu, udah merknya ga jelas, bunyinya jelek banget kayak kalo lo mukul kaleng aluminium yang ada kodok di bawahnya. pokoknya hancurr. awalnya gue mencoba memaklumi, eh tapi kok lama lama ganggu banget yah? akhirnya si Calipan gue suruh balik ke rumah gue buat ngambil ride gue itu. nggak lama si Calipan balik bawa ride yang gue maksud tapinya pas waktu itu gue udah take tapi gue mikirnya ah kan ada take ke dua yang buat chorus lagu itu--entar aja gue pake and you knowww pas di dengerin take pertama itu bunyi ride gue just like "BRENG BRENG BRENGG NGIIITTTTT" anjiiing ada bunyi decitnya gitu. gue annoyed bangeeeeeeettt dan gue minta ulang, dan si engineernya--mas Hapsa bilang katanya ini mah udah kacau banget ga enak deh, terus gue ulang, pas gue pasang ride gue ternyata si Calipan bawanya ride gue yang udah retak, jelek banget ga sih? hiiiiiihhh terus gue pake aja dengan harapan suaranya lebih bagus, ternyata bunyinya malah lebih parah, "NGEK NGEK BRENG BRENG" udah kayak mukulin orang main biola deh pokoknya jelek banget aaaand you know what i am doing?

dengan sangat tololnya yaaa...gue menumpuk dua ride brengsek itu dan memukulnya dengan harapan suaranya akan menjadi bagus, buat gue rumus JELEK+JELEK=BAGUS itu ternyata bohong saudara -saudara, JELEK+JELEK= MAKIN JELEK. jadilah drum soundnya JELEK BANGET.
sejelek jeleknya sound gue, gue belomlah pernah mendengar sound drum sejelek jelek ini.
hal ini menyebabkan makhluk makhluk yang consider bernama rayen, eja, daniel, dzirham dan garin ngetawain gue all the way sampe gue bete, bahkan mas Hapsa sampe ngakak ngakak gila dan menganggap gue sangat GUILTY dan drum gue jelek banget, my oh my deh. kalo gue rasa sih ya, emang udah nasib gue main sejelek itu tapi kan ini parah banget. gue sampe nangis gitu pas denger hasil rekamannya. sampe-sampe gue ngotot itu lagu nggak boleh masuk myspace. jelek banget sumpah akhirnya sesi take drum diulang lagi ntar jam 8.

males banget 18 jam di studio. cih mana besok udah ga boleh kemana-mana lagi sama nyokap grrrr

Label: band, diary, drum, musik, nonsense

xx signed off at 6:50 PM

11.28.2008

les etoiles

"wait a minute, dawg! we're here to discuss an upcoming star! les etoiles! grrrrr :)"

Agi Tiara Pranoto D.K a.k.a JUNOAGGY

the 'mother' of etoiles. the singer and unfortunately is not a singer. she used to be a riot grrl's band drummer for a while since this idea of jazz project came and disturbed her. her lyrics seems bright but noiry at the same time and of course, full of anger. her kind of singing often recognized like TIKA or CAETANO VELOSO or maybe just said MIKUNI GANI -- to noted that she had been mikuni's fans since she was 12 or more. she's studying percussion from yamaha music school to gilang ramadhan studio drummer and hopefully attending percussion institute, amen.

syam erast prayoga

the guitarist. he had blues, country and folk rock in mind. sometimes had argued a lot with aggy's way of singing--he doesn't get the feel of tifa or congo or scupa from aggy. he interest in her lazy singing voice--not the drums, even he always loved to hear her play but not playing with singing because it's seems so awful. his patience and caring made the band brighter a bit even though aggy's noir aura still disturbed him.

M Luthfiansyah

a smart boy from axeleration class. his violin was the best that mixed with syam--they have tried some other but failed and now, after joining the band, etoiles seems more bright and more poppish. the way he plays just like wow and cool so aggy picked him up in an afternoon to discuss the project with him (actually it was when battle of brains' event held). one thing to notice you, luthfi made this band consist by two 'healthy' guy with extraordinary talent and a girl with ~~superextraordinary~~ talent.

Label: band, musical journeys, musik

xx signed off at 5:48 PM

11.10.2008

gandhy

well, today is a recent updates. simple : gandhy was no longer my special someone.
he already hooked up with a girl in his music institute for 2 months but he didn't tell me. hell, i'm so desperately in need of honesty.

yeah to told you, i knew this from nilo. okay, i'm eavesdropping. but then yesterday i'm bravely asked gandhy, whether i just wanted to clarify rumours like usual.
yeah, long distance relationship were hard, especially when you both have got no real status.
like i said, "maybe it doesn't matter for us but it's a matter to our phone bills,"

oh idk what to do. maybe i need to calm my mind first. i'm sorry, for anything. anything. i miss you beb, but this is what i got from wanting you so hard. you kept it just to kept me by your side. lonesome were no big deal for me. i kept on dreaming about someday you'll be withme and the story ended with a happy ending, now all i dream is about how i kept losing my mind, said i'm not that pathetic but i knew i was torn in two. even though i want you to be back here, i realize indonesia wasn't one of your destination next christmas. you'll leaving me once again, and now it's bye bye, goodbye, i've tried.

another sad ending for my love stories, maybe.

"i'm sorry dear, i can't help myself, you know i'm just a human being, i need you, you just too far away, i know someday i'll hurts you, now i hurts you, i am afraid i can't have you back,"

p.s: thanks to alisbar yg nyuruh gw nulis ini sambil dgr mengenang cinta dari parkdrive. pas bgt! kerasa bgt jadinya.. "..adapun nyatanya, kau tak disini dan kuhanya bs mengenang cinta.." emang parkdrive paling GILA!

Label: daniel's old stuffey, diary, gandhy, love life, musik

xx signed off at 8:13 PM

10.30.2008

lagi lagi ribet

aahkrrkgrrdzing.

senin besok sekolah musik kita yang ngetop itu midtest. nyot nyot. gw pengen liburann oh nooo. khusus gw midtestnya 1 mingguan gt soalnya gw pinter dan tahan banting. eh ga deng soalnya gw major nya ada dua dan yg satu berpotensi besar untuk ga lulus.

*3 nov : music theory - kenyang abis gw ujian yg ini berkali kali. wajib sih
*6 nov : piano dasar 1 - siap tidak lulus
*7 nov : rhodes 1 - kalo lulus mukjizat
*8 nov : eartraining section 1 - yang ngawas siapa ya?
*9 nov : eartraining section 2
*11 nov : rhodes 2 - biasanya dapet D
*12 nov : stage audition
*13 nov : exhibition - oo tidak! gw males nyiapinnyaaa grrr

ya haduh mesti siap cape gw nih. mana 1 ruangan gw semuanya pd santai aja lg. aargghh sebal. pdhl gw udah mau nangis gitu pas disodorin jadwal. mana ada jgtc, jakjazz dll pula i'm so ergh.

Label: diary, les musik, musik

xx signed off at 2:40 PM

10.26.2008

a year lalalalalaaaa :)

finally! tommoroow! yuhhu yuhhu
satu tahun telah berlalu semenjak gue dan syam membentuk les etoiles. mudah mudahan sih longlasting. senangnyaa.. setelah sempet beberapa kali nyari personil lain (dan gagal) akhirnya sekarang kita ada additional violist yaitu m luthfiansyah. skrg jg kt masi nyari drummer. hehhe
jadi teringat masa masa saat baru bikin lagu..
masa masa saat aduh pokoknya seneng deh. ke sugi bareng buat beli perlengkapan ekskul, ngerekam lagu di ruang komputer, punya 'gigs' setiap hari jumat di ekskul bahasa perancis (sekarang pindah ke karawitan) sampe pas gue ngambek ngambekan..
untung syamnya sabar. iya nggak syam? hahaha :P

and those smiley faces still there.
walaupun gue sempet bete karena 'ditinggal' syam..
sekarang setidaknya gue bisa tersenyum lagi :)

i think he's a good man. jadi cewe cewe di luar sana, PILIHLAH SYAM ERAST PRAYOGA! hahahahaha ga penting gt yaa. btw perjalanan gw dgn syam emang blm sampe kaya gw sm nillo tp gw seneng aja. jujur aja lho gw jarang bgt telf org ini, skalinya nelf cm ribut gara gara dia telat latia atau lg bete. untung untungggg ajaaaaa syam orgnya kalem dan bs ngertiin gw bgt. hehhe.

dlm mslh bkn lagu, gw dan syam jg udh kaya telepati aja. dapet feelingnya cepet bgt. gw sempet heran kmrn wkt kt bkn lagu seashore.. ngek ngok... gw sm dia sempet mikir hal hal yg sama gt. aduh syam syam hebat ya kitaa hahaha ntar kapan kapan gw ceritain lg tentang les etoiles ok? hehe.

Label: band, bass, musical journeys, musik, teman-teman saya

xx signed off at 3:25 PM

10.17.2008

aggy jadi musisi etnis?

Pertanyaan ini dilontarkan sm sahabat sahabat gue dengan nada mencela :(
what's wrong kalo gue ikut karawitan? asyik looh asyik. gw pegang peking atau apa gt kt gurunya namanya gt.
for more information, errr peking it yg dipukulnya dua kali dua kali. hehehee.
mari kita majukan musik indonesia!

Label: musik, nonsense

xx signed off at 3:28 PM

10.15.2008

a musician wannabe wanna eat you alive

the title sometimes aren't just everything.
at the counseling class, we should wrote about our future goals and our friends will gave a testimonial about it. yeah, hell.

mine is; agi tiara - musician

my friend, diah, want to be a musician or accountant, devy wants to be a stay-home-mother and a cook, rizka wants to be an economy expert or designer and asha wants to be a president.
along with the subject i made fun with rizka, dissing her economic instinct as she never care with her money. and i made fun of myself, saying my motto is to have a "karir gemerlap segemilang gilang ramadhan" hauhauhauhau, and we know it won't happened unless i have a fairytale miracle.

my friends said in the testimonials that i could be a great musician. i feel i couldn't. there's my other half whinging the voices of when people distracts me and when they rejects me. my head aches in a few second as i'm trying hard just to feel a little comfortable.

i remember my dad's nocturnal thoughts yesterday, (read 2 posts below, "poppa and my fluctuative journeys"). i remember that feeling. i don't know why most of good musicians were under-exposed (like.. nikita dompas, maybe? haha!) and why most of jerks were out overexposed by the media, grr (par examplè; ..you know, those sinetronladybitches and alaysenangbands)

i want to found myself singing at great stage with hundreds people hailing my name, crowds are great and they're wanting me to play the music,
i want to found my own albums out for shop.
and i found myself sang for my stupid music club, every thursday. but i love it. always.
a lil' music can relaxed your mind.
a great music can wash your mind.
i want my music to lay you down, relax, then wash your brain.
hope so, xo

P.S; i'm so in the mood for talking stuffs in english with a long long stories. exchange your thoughts, dear! xo.

Label: diary, doa seorang drummer gila, les musik, monologue, musik, nikita dompas, nonsense, senang, teman-teman saya

xx signed off at 6:21 PM

he is.. bebe

bebe is a yes and no guy, i mean, YES HE IS A MAN and NO HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND.
his full name is elfasanza gandhi soerjakanta. a cousin of daniel and currently studying at percussion institute. hate cats and parrot. love swimming. heavenly, he is a close friend of mine.

as we grew up separately, in a very different yet crossing culture, sometimes we have a bit of fight. lil' this or that. he never complaining the way i spoke or the way i walk. that is just what it is.
then..
BOOM.
hehehe, he's clearly genious.
well, you must listen to swing out sister's beautiful mess. song that described us the most. when he'd headed to Music institute, i grins.
finding another shoulder to lean on were hard.

so, bebe, have a nice day with your new apartment ya ;D love you, xo.

Label: daniel's old stuffey, diary, kenangan, les musik, musik, nonsense, the boys

xx signed off at 5:30 PM

10.14.2008

poppa and my fluctuative journeys

i love my poppa cause he always told me the right thing in a wrong way. no gratitude yet silly catfight everyday.
since i had some nasty fight with abitchyslut whom i always admit to diss here..
he told me, "gi, when you're trying to kick her while she's still alive, don't use a low kick, use your anger instead of feeling sorry, and if she's a crap, go on and hang her head on your ceiling"
i said, "pop, you just sounded like ozzy osbourne"

my pop told me, if he felt worried he'll get angry as well.
my pop told me, i need to get away from my nasty problem.
and i told myself, i hate my poppa

"gi, first when you are 4, we took you into a music shop and we bought an old yamaha keyboard, which one you used for learning piano, then you bought yourself a melodica when we asked you what instrument did you want to play, and then you pointed drums, an old ludwig,"
"i know you were too young to play drums, even though i played it as well, we'd know that you wouldn't fit at that old ludwig, in that time junior kits were hard to found, me asked the shop owner to order a junior kit, for your 5th years bday gift"
"and then you always positively disturbed me when i played drums, everyday. you asked me, what's this, what's that, why that sounded like this or that, and so and so, well, i felt lucky cos you would try one, and once you hold the stick, i know, you got your daddy's talent,"

(and i said, "that is mean i am not talented, pop, you sucks," then he laughed)

"all i know you love the drums but once you denied it for the bass, your brother is a great bassist though he didn't know he was a great bassist because he learnt it by himself, from a book, then he's a left handed bassist, the best i ever met, i sent him to yamaha then"
"you getaway from the piano course, your teacher said you didn't have what so called talent, and you denied it. i still heard some messy beyer and folks song which meant you were still practiced it, but you always said that you hate pianos and stuff"

(i said, "what the hell with that white and black keys, damn,")

"then at age of 6 you started your music course even though i must begged my bestfriend to gave u a chance in M&J, you grew up, and at 10 you asked me for a bass,"
"you have a twinky 2B's drumstick finger, a fragile ones that wont help you learnt bass but u tried and you made it, i'm proud of you, so proud, even at age of 11 you asked me a guitar,"
"i can't help myself, it's a fact that when you were 12 you asked me a doublebass. right when you got some late problems, at the same time, i realize you were still play piano, drums, bass and guitar, when you got a bit serious with that, you enroll an independent music studies and i saw you worked really hard with those eartrainings, music business and stuff, some girls like you might been fall in love with boy or else, you studied those boring music studies,"

(i laughed, "yeah, i fall in love with nikita dompas," then pop glanced at me in a scary face, i sighed, "just kidding pop, i fell with the music itself")

"then at the beginning of this year, you were completely finish those music studies, i found myself got very happy, yet i felt 'i don't need to bought her an instrument again,' and i'm just laughing if you said you want a grand piano like everyday since i bought your first keyboard, imagine, now you have an old DX 200, one RMV, one PSR 3000, two melodica, one classic C330, one st harmony electric bass, one doublebass, and lots of amplifiers and it's all your own, your own, i didn't count rio's and mine and we already had those homey studio, thanks god i can bought you your very own house to put those bitches together"

(i laughed overloud, he looked annoyed)

"still NOW you asked me for a rhodes course and i gave it, and you still improving your percussion skill, girl, i want to sent you straight away to hollywood's music institute!"

i spoke clearly, "dad, i always wanted to be just like you, i want to be in that institute, not juilliard like mum tells,"

and you know what did he said to me?

"you're too good to be like me, i am just an unknown musician and enjoy myself at my 58 to 60 to praise myself, as a great civil engineer,"

i parked the car in my carport. tried so hard to not cry. after all, he's just too overprotective to his only daughter which act like her without ever knowing it.

Label: bass, diary, doublebassist, drum, family, instrument, kenangan, les musik, musical journeys, musik, nonsense, poppa, sedih, senang, stories, terharu

xx signed off at 7:21 PM

10.08.2008

01 and their assignment

SMTKCK keparaat rat raaat!
pr menggunung, assignment bertumpuk, harga drum makin mahaaaaal gara gara krisis ekonomi *iya ga nyambung*

tadi pagi demi nyelesein assignment si sefny gue bela belain deh ke rumah lexa. bodo amat jauh. yg penting selesai.
di rumah lexa ternyata ada ical, dmaz dan renor yang juga lg ngerjain assignment tai itu. untunglah AC kamar lexa nyala jadi gw lbh semangat *lho?*
fyi assignmentnya 3 lembar gambar set drum plus skemanya yang bulet bulet itu *gw lupa namanya apa* dan dikerjakan di kertas A3. jadi ada tampak depan, samping dan dalam plus skema 1 lembar dan keterangan yang bisa berlembar lembar.
kadang gue nyesel kenapa ngambil grade music theory. sefny galak ajah. trus gw pulang dan nitip absen sm ical-renor
siangnya, gw ditelepon mazu katanya 01 dimarain gara gara gambarnya seadanya banget terus skemanya ngga ada yg beres, soalnya mirip semua. terus dikasi tugas lagi disuruh bikin gambar kaya gitu lagi sama tiga lagu yang bisa dimainin secara unik dengan set itu
i feel so ERGHH
gw bingung.
ga ada apa tugas yg lbh "waras"?
kayanya instructor yang lain ga ada yg ngasi pr terus kaya gini deh. anjrot jrot jrot jrot jrot.
gw diam. dmaz (a.k.a mazu) diam. lalu dia menyanyikan jingle telkom yang baru, telepon rumah uwo uwo... pake 30 menit bayar 6 menit sajaaa.. tralala dubidum bidum pam pam..
lalu kita terdiam lagi (setelah ngakak ngakak gila) karena berarti, rabu depan skema jelek itu udah harus jadi. grrr. jadi sorenya, ical, renor, mazu dateng ke rumah gw. nah udah gt tiba-tiba nyik sama aye datang ke rumah. rame deh.
berhubung aye jago main gitar, gue minta gitar gw yg bunyinya jadi aneh sejak senarnya gue ganti kemaren, distemin. trus gw tinggal deh aye sama nyik di kamar, gw ngibrit ke bawah trus nyicil tugas si sefny bareng bocah cihuy mazu, cabulita ical dan renor.
udah gitu ical kan sambil browsing browsing raditya dika, eh ada link yang ke kamus anak gaul gt. berasa rascal gt. haha, no offense buat yg punya site. lucu kok kamusnya, lumayan menghibur bocah bocah nestapa lagi durjana ini. eh durjana itu bukannya gitarisnya GIGI? itu dewa BUDJANA, hahahahaha jayus.
eh tau tau gitar gue jadi. bunyinya udah lbh enak gt. nah aye sm nyik diatas curhat curhat bebek secara nyik kalo ke jakarta jarang ketemu aye.

assignmentnya gmn gi? belum jadi tuh, hehehe :)

Label: diary, drum, ketololan sehari hari, les musik, musik, nonsense, sebel, senang

xx signed off at 5:22 PM

9.26.2008

random notes

helloo i decide to put this here since i was a big fan of crossness. sebenernya vokalisnya itu, dirgo, temen gue. jadi jadi jadi, ayo support crossness ahaha!

off to the main topic: kenapa si gw kalo berhadapan dgn orang yang gue suka pasti keliatan tolol? huaaaa.
well it's not the main topic i guess. tapi ya allah SEMOGA SEMOGA SEMOGA aku bisa makin deket sama si m**** ini. amin amin amin.
and if all else failed,
at least i tried :D

Label: musik, nonsense

xx signed off at 7:28 PM

9.23.2008

sayadiam

kata kata diatas artinya kurang lebih gw marah.
sama seorang teman.
yang udah sok tau, nyebelin, mt, idup lg
tapi kita harus SABIRUN
eerghhh
untung ada para makhluk pulo bojong alias temen temen gw yg rela menghibur gw seharian. aaah aku terharuu.

sore ini gw memutuskan untuk bikin lagu. hasilnya? jurus 3 chord pun gw amalkan (C,G,F) kurang cerdas apa gue coba.
untungnya dikala gue bingung membuat lirik dan musik, layar hape gue menunjukkan jikalau egar adipratama, si gitaris apartride stranger ol. yuhhu. langsung deh gue minta "wejangan" sama beliau.
hasilnya? gue dapet ilmu baru. namanya power chord. yang secara gue juga cuma bs main klasik doang, seneng deh gue *iyaa i know i am soo retarded, ya maap gar* bener deh egar emang the best! hahaha

Label: bete, diary, musik, my own lyrics, senang, teman-teman saya, terharu

xx signed off at 9:03 PM

9.22.2008

eartraining dan saya

banyak yang bilang gue ngedompleng nama bokap, nama si om, nama sekolah musik seberang jalan dan nama RMV.
terserah apa kata lo deh.
gue bisa sampe kaya gni tu pengorbanan besar sar sar sar. gak lebay loh, mainan masa kecil gw ya alat musik itu.
tapi..
gw usaha lah. didikan guru-guru gw dulu keras banget. even ya, gue masi kecil tapi mereka gak peduli.
hal yang paling ga gue suka waktu latian musik adalah eartraining. kenapa? karena saya tipe orang bawel yg ga bisa duduk diem ngedengerin orang main terus menghayati apapun yang masuk ke kuping gue.
lalu kenapa gue bisa jadi trainee lecturer buat eartraining?
begini ceritanya, *jengjengjengjeng*

gue dulu murid om gil. namanya juga om gil, kalo ngeliat murid 'nganggur' pasti diajak ngejamm. secara dulu gue cuma bisa mukul mukul kit jadilah ngejammnya gw nge fill in dia dikit dikit.
lama lama om gil sering ngasi kaset *jaman gue belajar dulu CD masi jarang banget lah* minus one. pelan pelan gue belajar dari meniru dan ngebedain nada dari drumnya om gil. setaun kemudian gue belajar bass sama kak irun dan dapet banyak ilmu eartraining.

SETELAH ITUH, gue belajar menulis lirik dari lagu lagu yang gue dgr beserta notasinya. jujur aja, pertama gue belajar dari lagu lagu linkin park *engga cihuy? emang*
lanjut lanjut, gue mulai berani fill in pada virtual instrument. kadang ngakak aja kalo inget.
lalu lanjut ke nilai eartraining yang makin gemilang seperti gilang ramadhan *lebaay* pokoknya nilai bagus pendengaran bagus saya senang guru senang.

teringat ingat lagi..
pengaruhnya besar juga ke kehidupan sehari hari gw. contoh: nilai listening yang alhamdulillah selalu bagus, dapat mendengar gosip dgn mudah dan lain lain.

tapi mungkin ga si, gara gara itu juga saya jadi cenderung ngejiplak motif lagu yg saya suka? hmm.
only god and pakar knows man..
AHAHAHAHA

Label: diary, eartraining, kenangan, les musik, musik, nonsense

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9.14.2008

selamat posting ke 99 tahun ini!

so i grew up,
because mommy and daddy never attend their daughter birthday bash
i never remember how old i am til i goes 99

it feel so slow,
sloooow and laaame
99 - sesshounkidai

hahaa. udah 99 kali gw posting tahun ini. banyak yaa?
wtf, i am a kind of person who love to write a diary. sound so gay, right? you bet! but i am a girl *terakhir gw cek sih gw masih seorang prempewi*
anywaaay lagunya sungguh indah dan membuat gw termehek mehek. tentang seseorang yg tanpa sadar telah menjadi dewasa, nikah, punya anak, punya cucu dan akhirnya meninggal.. and learnt from your unpleasant part i guess
eww the dying part smell so emo right? *don't ask me why, daniel made the last part*

sing with me, just one more time
before they drop my dead body to the wall
it feels so awkward when you are 99

Label: band, diary, musik, my own lyrics, nonsense

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9.13.2008

sexy friday night to wild saturday morning :)

what a lovely yet sexy nite. i spent my friday night after early dinner at ke'kun we drove to watcha noddy & alis' small gigs @ ubl jazz lounge. they played latino. what a sexy beat. me,leon, dzirham, nilo and joel came for the jam session. there we met medina and her new boyfriend, which is a flutist for al and nods.
i drunk caffeinnè too much, so when the gigs end at 9, me and noddy went to ichy's flat. she called nick, vanya and so much, so ichy's flat become very crowdy and we shared stories together, then me and joel jivin' together, he got an amazing move *almost forget that i and some other guys there have to fasting tommorow*
then in the morning i woke up in about 6 am, because i promised to inaz, ray and nick to jamm at 9 am. i hurried up *with joel ofcourse* and we went to philiastudio. there goes the recording session whereas i sang couple of wild funk songs with inaz and played some other swings in case my voice isn't into funk.
then i watched a pre recorded movie,curious george, kerorobunzo and kekkaishi *3 of them were antv starkids' so just dont laughed at me because i love cartoon a lot* then me and nick went home, there at the car we watched day tripper at trans 7, while my mum called moi and told me that she want to go gading. erggh, me and nick have to drive fast because, today, there's no need a break :)

Label: diary, musik, senang

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8.24.2008

termehek mehek sambil makan ayam goreng "pret ciken"

gw, om gil, bokap, om edy, om dhany, dementor, sm nilo dll hari ini ikut "kangen kangenan drummer gila"
ektuweli ini adalah acaranya 'sekolah musik tukang ketoprak' yang semacem workshop gt. nahh sore td abis acara workshopnya si bokap kangen kangenan sm temen-temennya gt. gw sm nilo jd terpaksa ikut.
naahh, kalo udah ngumpul gni gw jadi berasa bego.
yaa gmana nggak, secara instead of ngomong tentang drum mereka malah ngobrolin PEREKONOMIAN dan POLITIK. cuihhh. yowisss lah bo gw sama guru gw, si dementor latian,warming up dll. selesai" tadi jam setengah 7, dan si bokap ngotot pengen nonton termehek mehek. disetel lah termehek-mehek, lalu kita nonton dgn ditemani 2 bucket ayam goreng pret ciken bermerek 'kakek gaul' dan 1 doublecheeseburger dari restoran fast food 'badut gaul bernama Maridjan' yg tinggal ngesot dari sekolah musik ini.

episode kali ini lanjutan dari yang kemaren. jd kliennya cewe itu ditinggalin sama cowonya yg tau-tau pergi kemana sama tante tante. behh. boys are liar laahh. sepanjang acara gw sama nilo ngakak ngakak gila, ngeliat si cewe yg pas berantem sempet"nya ngurusin rambut dan lain sebagainya. tapi si bokap sama om gil malah serius nontonnya ya jadilah gw sama nilo makin ngakak.
trus pas cowonya masuk hotel brg tante tante, gw sama nilo sikut sikutan, karena dua hal:

1. kayanya itu hotel "taman abad" ngeliat environmentnya, kalo ga itu hotel 'raja arab'
2. nilo kan oedipus complex. gw yakin bgt bgt dia merasa tersindir gt tiap gw ngelirik ke dy. wuahahahahaha.

eh lucunya si om gil sempet ngafalin plat nomer mobil bmw punya si tante itu, dan sempet blg, mau nyegat kalo ketemu di pondok indah ntar, mau nanya acaranya beneran kagak. geblek tenan.

eh tp gw jg penasaran bgt, itu acara bener ga ya? soalnya you knoww lah reality show jaman sekarang jarang yg bener" gt.. any comment? hehe.

back to acara nonton, gw sama nilo preparing buat penutupan workshop yg secara nanti anybody saw my boyfriend jadi penutup acara gt. meanwhile om taufan, om gil, sama bokap malah asoy geboy males malesan di depan tipi *yaoloh, dasar lulusan IPT* secara si bokap ikut ceramah soal power drummer td gt. awrghh. meliat bokap gw gw jd ikut males. tidur aja deh *padahal gw dan si bokap br nyampe workshop jam 4 yg secaraaaaaaa gw hbs dari acara keluarga gt deeh* tp gue gajadi bs tidur karena mau main yaudah si bokap gw seret seret biar nonton anaknya *lucunya si bokap prefer nonton akhirnya dtg jg dgn alasan udh sering liat anaknya perform. cuih*

akhirnya gw sm daniel main 2 lagu, blood is red nya steve towson and the conscripts sama lagunya asmb yang sirens of ambulance. dgn gaya bass n drums boogiewoogie tentunya. dan dresscode kali ini adalah ACE VENTURA, yg mana gw dan nilo memakai celana cihuy warna warni, kemeja pantai dann gw merasa seperti badut ancol *sigh*
setelah 2 lagu, gw pun kembali ke mobil nilo, yg membawa gw balik ke apartemen in case si bokap mau pulang ke pd kopi dgn mobil gw yg mana gw pusing abiss dan gw ga bs dtg ke nikahannya bu nova dan lain sebagainya tralala breketek. di mobil nilo nyetirnya udah ga beres gt,yah kalo misalkan sampe 2 hari lg gw ga posting berarti mobil nilo nabrak dan gw gatau gmana gmana lg deh ah..

bye,
JUNOSUPER a.k.a AGGY

Label: diary, drum, kenangan, ketololan sehari-hari, musik, senang, teman

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8.23.2008

cerita sebelum bobo

gw ini vokalis yg ga bs nyanyi. dan kenyataan ini br gw sadarin.
suara gw kaga ada bagus"nya dan ga ada ciri khasnya apalg pitch control bla bla bla gw ga ngerti.
tp gw suka nyanyi. suka bgt. untuk perform nyanyi lu ga perlu megang stik atau gotong" double pedal. tapiii.. kenekatan luar biasa.
iyaa emang gue dodol abizz. brrrr. apalg gw ga pede nunjukkin suara gw. mengingat di sekeliling gw banyak orang yang lebih jago nyanyi dari gw, so gw minder laah.

waktu gw kelas 2 SMP, gw dan partner in crime gw di komplek, daniel a.k.a nilo dan ogo, ngebentuk band so called seki yg madesu gila"an.
kemudian eh kemudian, gw menjadi vokalis. banyak yg bilang suara gw blink-ish bgt. ga ada power,asal senang dan bahkan bnyk yg ngetawain gw dan blg gw ga bs nyanyi.
rasa dendam pun muncul.
gw pengen bisa nyanyi!! nah saking pengennya gw nyanyi terus tiap hari. lama" suara gw ke asah. org pertama yg bilang suara gw bagus itu si L yg mantan gw.
awalnya gw pikir si L ngomong gt karena dy cowo gw. tapi lama" daniel sama ogo jg blg kalo gaya ngasal gw udah mulai ilang. suara gw mulai berat dan ga cempreng lagi. gw pun mulai bernyanyi dgn nada nada tinggi.
yaahh oke, gw mulai pede dgn suara gw. di les etoiles gw pun melamar menjadi vokalis yg alhamdulillah gw bs nyanyi jazz dikit".
hal yg lucu adalah waktu gw sadar kalo suara gw sangat kontras adalah waktu gw ngerekam sebuah lagu brg les etoiles yg ternyata falseto gw sangat tinggi sampai oktaf gitarnya ngga nyampe.
kemudian..

gw bingung. jadi vokalis itu asyik bgt. tp gw tetep aja bermodal nekat sampe skrg coz rasanya..aneh.
Udah ah tidur dulu. capek

Label: diary, musik

xx signed off at 9:08 PM

8.13.2008

asyiikk!

bisa posting dari labkom. yuhuyuhuu :) senangnya gue mau upload macem macem ahh. cinta deh gue sama labkom. mwaaahh :*
ngomong ngomong sekarang gue lagi suka banget mainin lagu pink and betrayal nya sesshounkidai (yah soalnya drum partnya murni hasil kerja gue) terus buat yang udah dengerin demo-nya seki, (devy, diah, asya, ija) thanks banget kritik dan sarannya karena itu sangat membangun permainan gue (yang dari ancur aja jadi ancur) :)
kabar dari gue? hhhhh.. jatmf every friday at memories cafe kemang *YAIYALAH MASA YA IYA DONG* terus sekarang masa gue masih pengen nambah proyek lagi dengan nulis komik bersama darta dan adip weeww. pengen sih bikin buku tentang latin kayak om eddy tapi kata om eddy capek. yah males banget deh ah sekarang mendingan gue main main aja. buku latin gitu.

nah gue bakal cerita sedikit tentang kemajuan (atau kemunduran?) permainan drum gue belakangan ini. yaahh itung itung curhat sedikit tentang murid baru september ntar. yahh jadi gini, kan ceritanya gue telepon-teleponan sama si khitier, ngegosip soal om jacub yang katanya bakal ngajar di IPT terus gue sama Khitier mau bikin pesta perpisahan gitu =3 tapi pas di confirm ke om Jacub katanya masih rencana, yaahh ntar aja deh. ujung-ujungnya gue sama Khitier malah ngegosip mantan muridnya Khitier yang anak labschool. ehehehe. jadi muridnya itu tukang nitip absen gitu tapi banyak yang ngefans sama dia. gimana sih kan banyoooooll gitu. yasudah lah. eh habis itu gue telepon teleponan sama Asya dan mencoba promo flexi . ehh bener 1 jam gratis gitu dan konon sih ya, itu 24 jam gratiiss. seneng deh bisa pacaran lama lama di telepon sama si *beepp* (PAYAH AH PACARAN BERAT DI ONGKOS) hehehe. yahh secara si adip udah masuk UI dan akan ngekos di depok dan... JAUUHHH!! huuuu gamau gamauu padahal sayang banget baru juga deket lagi ehh dijauhin lagi
*terdengarlah suara biola mengalun dari kejauhan*
malesnya dia ospeknya sampe satu bulan dan kalo satu bulan itu maknanya satu bulan ga ym-ym an *sms mahal booo. beda operator* satu bulan ga blogwalking, satu bulan ga ber dA ria, satu bulan tanpa cinta...*lebay abis*
tapi gue lagi bikin komik tentang keluarga von reginhild deathlock. komik perang model steambot atau cannonball gitu. yahh maybe a bit like gundam or petite cossette. doain aja komik ini bisa berjalan dengan lancar tanpa aral melintang. neo classic weapon, dragons, robots, castle everywhere. ahh indahnya. mengingatkanku akan schoolgirl aria :P untungnya dalam pembuatannya ini gue sangat dibantu sama Adip dan Darta yang emang 'the real deathlock family* dan Diah yang selalu rajin membuat kotak-kotak kolom komik *yang tidak mampu gue lakukan dengan rapi*

ok balik lagi ke drum,
jadi gue dapet buku drum baru, judulnya Latino's Scupa Cupa. gue sungguh tertipu akan covernya yang pink imut imut dan judul yang menggoda batin. rupanya..
isinya bikin gue hampir mati kelojotan. *lebay mode: on*
sebenernya sih nggak ada yang aneh dengan buku ini. cuma sekedar introduction tentang latin dan... berbagai macam variasi ekstrim dari berbagai jenis permainan.
ooooooohhhhhmmmaaiiiiiggoooooodddd dosa banget yang bikin dan dosa banget si pilcim nyuruh gue beli itu buku. dan konon seluruh bahan ujian drum gue akan diambil dari buku setan itu. jahanam. kecoa busuk. gue sendiri udah males ngebuka buku-innocent-tapi sesat-abis-minta-digampar. gue kira latino's curumba itu udah buku jahanam ternyata ada buku yang lebih iblis daripada buku keparat itu. saking iblisnya gue sampe pengen banget nampar pilcim setiap kali dia ngomong, "yak, buka buku Latino's Scupa Cupa halaman..." errgggghhhh. dosa. iblis. kecoa busuk!!
selain buku, ternyata cymbal gue retak lagi! sebelll sebellll!! padahal itu K! arrggghh baru juga 6 bulan gue pake udah retak.. *kayaknya sih gue yang terlalu keparat mukul mukul rusuh gara gara belajar lagunya Jesu yang everytime* terus ya, gue melirik dompet gue *yang baru tentu saja, mengingat dompet soulmate gue belum ditemukan* dan oh maigod duit gue tinggal tigapuluh ribu. akhirnya...gue mengemis kebaikan hati bokap gue untuk membelikan gue cymbal baru yang dibelikan juga walaupun nyokap sempet ngomel parah waktu si bokap mengeluarkan beberapa lembar uang seratus ribuan kepada si mas-mas di toko musik. terus, kalo udah beli cymbal, kurang pol kalo nggak sekalian beli stick baru. keluar deh seratus ribu lagi demi sebuah vic firth berukuran 5A. *di Indonesia susah banget nyari yang ukuran 2D...* terus kalo udah beli stik kayaknya kurang pol kalo nggak beli.... *melirik nyokap yang sudah melotot di belakang* ahahaha :P

Label: band, bego, doa seorang bassist nekat, drum, kegilaan sehari-hari, musik

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6.30.2008

goodnews!

SEKI's lil schedule:

1 july 2008
INDISIDI 4pm

6 july
practice @ daniel's house

9 july
openhouse m.d.a records 10am
online webcam show 9pm

11 july
shift cafe 9pm

SO BUSY, but just drop by for us. and juno ep release soon!

Label: band, diary, musik

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