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name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.

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10.21.2008

i need: AN IMMEDIATE SLEEP

pls somebody tell me: it's 4:30am and i still can't sleep. mana internet lemot semaleman gara gara speedy yang rada gila, gprs jg lemot parah, mau sms an ga di bls sm NTA! hiyaaah :( mudah mudahan syam bw gitar ntar soalnya gw lg mood buat ngerjain lagu.
trus kan kemaren ceritanya gue battle of brains sama luthfi aksel. trus sempet ngobrol masalah funk-rock project kita yg oh so soleil bgt. habis itu gue kalah jadinya gue balik ke kelas. trus kan gue bw gitar, lg pengen main eh si egar minjem. terjadilah percakapan ini;

g (gue) : gar gar gantian gw pgn main
e (egar) : ntar duluuu ntar bentaar aja
i (ija) : eh udah gar, balikin aja
g: *bingung karena ija jadi baik*
e: *keliatan sama bingungnya*
i: *memegang gitar* nih gi.. *lalu memainkannya* gue pinjem yah!

grrr. siasat abis. dasar anakjdsyangcuma4kalimasuk.
trus kan kemaren gue masak buat kemal. jadi itung itung ucapan terimakasih yang amat sangat karena sudah dihibur. tp katanya masih agak kurang bumbu yahhaaa gapapa deh ya mal :)
trus si diah bs sms an sm kak slamet walaupun terjadi salah bc sms akut gara gara kedodolan devy, jadi kak slamet nulisnya gn; apa kbr diah?shat?
naah si diah bukannya dbc dulu malah lsg dikasih ke devy, eh si devy mengeja kata 'shat' sbg 'shalat' aw aw aw gyaa pdhl artinya SEHAT.
ya gw sm dua org itu sampai ngakak kaya orang ayan. yg mana pak agus KN smp terbengong bengong meliat kelakuan gw diah devy. cuma pas akhir akhir miss adudomba kt memfitcoy gue lg. untung desy,kung,devy,diah,kemal ga kepengaruh. pulangnya gw curhat sm nick,

curhat part 1
n (nick); hah emang orgnya smp gt sm lo?
g; iyaa ih nyebelin yaaa ky hbs manis sepah dibuang
n; iyalah ngapain sepah dimakan?

curhat part 2
n; ih gatau diuntung bgt ya itu orang?
g; bgt. temen temen gw si seneng seneng aja ga ada dia.
n; ya iyalahh kan tempat duduknya jadi luas

curhat part 3
g; ih iya ngapain sih dia ada mslh sm gw bw" org lain? gak gentle gt
n; yaiyalah kan ladies, bego

curhat part 4
g; nick, gw nyeseel bgt curhat sm lo
n; yowis tp jgn kapok curhat sm gw ya *senyum lebar*

see? happyhour show terasa bagai sampah masa kini :(
gapapa deh kan gue TUKANG NGESPAM YG SUKA NGMGN ORG D BLKG DAN ABUSIVE.
aduh yg ngerasa, kasian bgt dh ngerasa diomongin :D

Label: bete, diary, sedih, senang, teman-teman saya

10.14.2008

poppa and my fluctuative journeys

i love my poppa cause he always told me the right thing in a wrong way. no gratitude yet silly catfight everyday.
since i had some nasty fight with abitchyslut whom i always admit to diss here..
he told me, "gi, when you're trying to kick her while she's still alive, don't use a low kick, use your anger instead of feeling sorry, and if she's a crap, go on and hang her head on your ceiling"
i said, "pop, you just sounded like ozzy osbourne"

my pop told me, if he felt worried he'll get angry as well.
my pop told me, i need to get away from my nasty problem.
and i told myself, i hate my poppa

"gi, first when you are 4, we took you into a music shop and we bought an old yamaha keyboard, which one you used for learning piano, then you bought yourself a melodica when we asked you what instrument did you want to play, and then you pointed drums, an old ludwig,"
"i know you were too young to play drums, even though i played it as well, we'd know that you wouldn't fit at that old ludwig, in that time junior kits were hard to found, me asked the shop owner to order a junior kit, for your 5th years bday gift"
"and then you always positively disturbed me when i played drums, everyday. you asked me, what's this, what's that, why that sounded like this or that, and so and so, well, i felt lucky cos you would try one, and once you hold the stick, i know, you got your daddy's talent,"

(and i said, "that is mean i am not talented, pop, you sucks," then he laughed)

"all i know you love the drums but once you denied it for the bass, your brother is a great bassist though he didn't know he was a great bassist because he learnt it by himself, from a book, then he's a left handed bassist, the best i ever met, i sent him to yamaha then"
"you getaway from the piano course, your teacher said you didn't have what so called talent, and you denied it. i still heard some messy beyer and folks song which meant you were still practiced it, but you always said that you hate pianos and stuff"

(i said, "what the hell with that white and black keys, damn,")

"then at age of 6 you started your music course even though i must begged my bestfriend to gave u a chance in M&J, you grew up, and at 10 you asked me for a bass,"
"you have a twinky 2B's drumstick finger, a fragile ones that wont help you learnt bass but u tried and you made it, i'm proud of you, so proud, even at age of 11 you asked me a guitar,"
"i can't help myself, it's a fact that when you were 12 you asked me a doublebass. right when you got some late problems, at the same time, i realize you were still play piano, drums, bass and guitar, when you got a bit serious with that, you enroll an independent music studies and i saw you worked really hard with those eartrainings, music business and stuff, some girls like you might been fall in love with boy or else, you studied those boring music studies,"

(i laughed, "yeah, i fall in love with nikita dompas," then pop glanced at me in a scary face, i sighed, "just kidding pop, i fell with the music itself")

"then at the beginning of this year, you were completely finish those music studies, i found myself got very happy, yet i felt 'i don't need to bought her an instrument again,' and i'm just laughing if you said you want a grand piano like everyday since i bought your first keyboard, imagine, now you have an old DX 200, one RMV, one PSR 3000, two melodica, one classic C330, one st harmony electric bass, one doublebass, and lots of amplifiers and it's all your own, your own, i didn't count rio's and mine and we already had those homey studio, thanks god i can bought you your very own house to put those bitches together"

(i laughed overloud, he looked annoyed)

"still NOW you asked me for a rhodes course and i gave it, and you still improving your percussion skill, girl, i want to sent you straight away to hollywood's music institute!"

i spoke clearly, "dad, i always wanted to be just like you, i want to be in that institute, not juilliard like mum tells,"

and you know what did he said to me?

"you're too good to be like me, i am just an unknown musician and enjoy myself at my 58 to 60 to praise myself, as a great civil engineer,"

i parked the car in my carport. tried so hard to not cry. after all, he's just too overprotective to his only daughter which act like her without ever knowing it.

Label: bass, diary, doublebassist, drum, family, instrument, kenangan, les musik, musical journeys, musik, nonsense, poppa, sedih, senang, stories, terharu

7.31.2008

labs kebakaran!

fakta sesungguhnya tentang kebakaran labschool!
iya, labschool kebakaran. tdnya gw mau posting keasyikan gw main di rumah asya atau sleepover di kantor tp ini lbh penting kayaknya.

jd jam 12 rabu kemarin ada perusahaan sotoy bernama k link yg dgn begonya melakukan percobaan meledakkan motor di dalam teater besar (BOIKOT PERUSAHAAN INI!) lalu eh lalu, apinya menjalar kemana" dan hasilnya sekolah gw lt 3nya habis kebakar.
gw pun ke sekolah. smp sana gw nangis dongg. gmana ngga, teater besar ancur dan sekolah yg sudah gw tempati selama 10 taun ini udah tinggal 2 lantai. eh gw berhasil menyelamatkan barang" gw tapinya. cuma tetep aja gw nangis soalny sekolah gw rusak paraaah. peralatan marawis dan karwit SMP pun terbakar semua. ucapan duka cita untuk gw pun mengalir drastis dr anak" grsd.
gw sebel bgt sm K LINK ini. apapun yg terjadi kan sekolah gw udah kebakar! lu mau ganti berapa milyar pun ga bkal seimbang sama beban moril siswa siswi yg kelasnya udah ga ada, bukunya kebakar, pak sanin yang mau nikah trus smua dokumentasinya kebakar, file file data siswa di ruang guru yg hbs kebakar juga.. teaterkecil juga ga bersisa..
makanya, otak tuh dipake!

blacklist K LINK sekarang juga!

trivia:
masjid di sklh gw ga kebakar! pdhl semua lantai 3 di sekolah gw hbs! kerusakan plg parah di masjid: sajadahnya basah kena air pemadam.
ada alqur'an ditemuin di lt 3 SD, masih utuh pdhl di sekelilingnya udah hangus ngus *wew, untuk yg ini gw ga tau kebenarannya soalnya ga liat sendiri*
bu ulya lg ada di beijing.
sblm kebakaran ini, paginya di SD para ibu" wotk berdemo mslh kenaikan harga buku
TELAH TERBAKAR 40 BUAH AC SPLIT 1.5 PK
MLM k-link sendiri ternyata sedang menguji cairan antiledak buat motor dan katanya belom pernah meledakkan 1 sekolah - tp sekarang udah
pak taslim keilangan uang masjidnya, sampe curhat ke bokap gw segala, ciyeh.
foto" akan di post di devArt gw
di hari ketika kejadian naas ini terjadi, sekitar 1 jam sblm teater besar meledak, gw devy dan asya melintasi TKP yg masih sepi tp pintunya dibuka, jd kegiatan k-link ini tentunya mencurigakan
menurut metro tv yg sotoy itu kebakaran diakibatkan oleh korsleting - nggak sih! MASA BISA? lu kira labs nyolong listrik?
setelah berita ini keluarga besar gw menelepon gw dan bertanya apakah gw berniat pindah sekolah ke beijing lg - jawabannya tetap TIDAK
orang pertama yg gw telepon wkt tau berita ini adalah operator taxi bluebird
pak sanin bkal nikah tgl 1 besok dan kantornya kebakar. buku"nya, skripsi dan sertifikat"nya habis kebakar semua. diduga keras pernikahan tetap akan berlangsung
gamelan SMA selamat! yuhhuu!
di teater kecil yg biasanya dipake latian anak tari tradisional yg mau ke turki, tdnya mau dipake latian saman, tp gajadi krn sama pa iwan diliburin, dan btw disitu ada "piano keramat" kesukaan gw. kayaknya si kebakar juga, sebel.
bu diah, guru musik SMP sempet histeris karena data sertifikatnya hilang semua
loker besi SMA kuncinya baru dibagiin hari senin, jd anak" bnyk yg nyimpen buku di loker tau" loker lt 3 hbs kebakar semua
kerugian minimal menurut perhitungan gue yaa sekitar 500m
perlu 4 jam untuk memadamkan api dgn 12 mobil pemadam besar dan 10 mobil kecil
kelas gw persis ada di bawah teater besar. bayangin gmana ngerinya gw sodara". syukurlah kelas gw masih utuh walopun sangat rawan runtuh.
hal ini terjadi saat labschool merayakan lustrum a.k.a ultah yg ke 40.

Label: bete, LABSCHOOL KEBAKARAN, peristiwa penting, sedih