name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.
gue udah capek denger semua omongan orang tentang band gue. tentang junoaggy. tentang bad habit gue. how i was drunk before the stage and during the stage. these rumours were so untrue. please shut your dick up guy! gue capek nanggepin gosip gosip kayak gitu. satu kali dua kali sih cuek.
puncaknya di cikarang tgl 14 kemaren gue dilempar botol aqua oleh seorang yang ngeclaim dirinya sebagai junoaggy haters. gue sih gakena. manager gue dong sampe memar. please, guys, norak bgt if you put anarchy into music stage. ya gue disini sekaligus menyindir haters-haters lainnya. pleasee ya, kalo lo gasuka sama suatu musik, abaiin aja. makin lo jadi haters, itu musik makin terkenal karena jadi banyak orang yang penasaran...
1. please deh gue ga ngerti ya, ada yang bilang gue sombong karena di soundshift gue ga mau sharing changing rooms dan tenda. sekarang gini; logic aja ya, gue cewek. isi junoaggy saat itu cewe semua (formasi lama: alexa daniandra (drum) & chita asmara (keyboard). band soundshift yang lainnya cowo semua. masa lo tega kita disuruh satu tenda sm cowo cowo? please banget deh. gimana cara kita ganti baju coba!?
2. yang bilang gue keganjenan karena sering godain teknisi gue; fyi teknisi gue itu namanya mas dhito dan gue sama dia udah kerja bareng dari saat gue masih di DPWTR and that means ini hampir 5 taunan gue kerja bareng dia. gue godain dia juga cuma bercanda kali. sekarang juga, lo liat dong masa iya gue nggak akrab sm teknisi gue, stage manager gue? please bgt.
3. yang bilang gue kacang lupa kulitnya karena gue ga inget dari komunitas mana gue berasal, sekarang gini; anak anak DOGMA semuanya tau gue bikin junoaggy. kalo musiknya gak punk, mereka ga nyalahin gue, mereka kasih gue kesempatan buat jadi diri gue sendiri di junoaggy. satu hal lagi ya gue bikin junoaggy tuh pamit sm semua org termasuk sm mantan gue yang namanya tertulis di technical rider itu :P
4. yang bilang gue gatau diri karena milih buat out dari DPWTR yang ngebesarin nama gue demi junoaggy... DPWTR udah bubar jauh sebelum gue bikin junoaggy.
5. yang bilang gue sombong karena ga mau main satu stage sama band salah satu mantan gue atau yg bilang gue cuma takut >> lo mau gigsnya ancur gara gara gitaris gue (daniel) ribut sama bandnya mantan gue? lo mau stage ancur karena gue rusuh rusuhan? please. ini masalah pribadi bgt. it's better that you avoiding put us together on stage,
6. yang bilang gue sombong dan sebenernya blm jadi apa apa? MAN LO NGUKUR KESOMBONGAN GUE DARIMANA SIH? gue selama ini biasa aja, band temen temen gue minta tlg mixing atau apapun gue bantuin, lo tweet gue ditwitter pasti gue bales, gue emang blm jadi apa -apa trs knp? lo gasuka baca rider gue?
7. yang bilang rider gue banyak dan ribet... aduh pliss untuk urusan technical emang gue ribet (gamau satu stage sm mantan + ga mau main kalo misalnya rider yang nontechnical blm dipenuhin dan gamau sharing ruang ganti (ya iyalah) zzz) tp rider nontechnical gue cuma satu: aqua botol dingin. mati aja lo kalo nyediain aqua botol dingin aja gabisa
8. yang bilang gue suka ngambil jatah studio time orang? ga pernah tuh. fitnah banget. gue selalu booking studio full satu hari, payment dimuka. dan gue selalu booking +- 3 minggu sblm gue mau pake.
9. yang bilang gue bitch yang suka ngerebut cowo orang? i think i know who's the one saying this. mati aja lo.
i am busy enough to tell u that i want to see you shattered
another angry posts i guess. for real, revenge is useless and i am not despair enough to weaves a silly atenttion. i'm not lose. i hold on for the last time. i think i used to be someone else in front of you. i'm not sad, listen, we DO NOT NEED TO GET PAID ANYTHING FOR A FRIEND. if you want to see a value of a friend, lose one. see how much you should pay for this. you fuckin bitch, i hope you fuckin burned in hell for these shits. like i care.
i listen to your cry, a cry for less attention, but both my hands are tied and i'm pushed into a deep ends i listen to you talk but talk is cheap, and my mouth is filled with blood from trying not to speak so search for an excuse and someone to believe you in foreign dressing room (no it isn't - +44)
don't you think its lyrics fit to this tragedy? first, get real, you have a problem with me then all you have to do is talk to me not to other people to show that you indeed an immature person second, get real, DON'T BRING ANYONE ELSE TO OUR PRIVATE PROBLEM, you'd show us that you were a chicken yet coward and pity person three, STOP WHINGEING to MY BESTFRIENDS like i am oh-so-abusive. they'll told me immediatelly, four, stop lying. you are unforgivable right now. five, i pity you, you are so fuckin desperate for attention but sorry, all of your 'old friends' didn't saw a value of our friendshits anymore, so fuckup. six, ask for forgiveness to my bestie as you DISSED THEM!! seven, i don't care, if you did anything like this to us then there's a chance you might do this to anyone else.
people, i already warned you. stay away from her before it's too late. aduh lupa, ntar ada yang NGERASA lg. hahaha sahabat kita bgt ya itu orang.
gue sebenernya kesel banget. banget banget banget. yah setelah apa yang 'dia' lakuin sama gue, dengan enaknya dia nanya, "sebutin satu kesalahan gue" SATU?? SATUU????? gggggrrrrrrr... oke, satu yang paling parah is then YOU CHEATING ON US. not me, US!!! kenapa nggak cerita dari awal, mau lo apa? kenapa nggak jujur kalo lo nggatau apa-apa? saksinya banyak lho. kenapa lo nggak pernah bilang kalo lo making a contact with your friend's 'boyfriend'? kalopun nggak kenapa lo ngaku-ngaku? kenapa lo sengaja ngebohongin kita semua? KECEWA SAMA LO! nggak usah bawa-bawa temen yang lain deh, i'm speak here AS MYSELF,
gue tau lo beda sama yang lainnya,gue ngertiin lo, gue jadi temen lo, walaupun anak-anak lain nggak bisa ngertiin lo dan semua kegilaan lo gue nyoba nerima elo! and what did I get from it then? NGGAK ADA i'm facing a lot of pain. a lot of trouble but I NEVER TALKED IT TO YOU ALL dunia ini, BUKAN PUNYA LO
dan akhirnya dengan bantuan pak guru Egar, lagu ini jadi, ini BUAT LO. semoga lo ngerti walaupun yang gue tulis disini cuma draftny doang;
step aside, the world is wide open and light will come, at the end of any day, we're just a human being searching for the light as it will came and i asked you what kind of friend that still be with me as long as you see the light refuse you to come alive
and what kind of love that still be with me when one put no trust in one another but it's different when you're cheating on me should i care dear? truth is easy to see that finally, i got my bestfriend all around me not you, intentionally
did you ever know? did you ever dreamed what's inside another feeling i dreamed today and then why are you cheating on me?
pnah ga si pnya temen yg backstabber? hhh i do. kalo backstabber namanya bukan temen lg doong hihi.
nah orang ini dl pnah dijauhin sm anak sekelas :) gara" ngfitnah temen gw gt. yaah dr awal jg dy a well known freak. kt temen gw yg 1 SMP sm dy, ktny dy tukang pamer, suka fitnah and unused bgt. awalny org ini pnah ngata"in gw jg, gitu deeh. yah gw cuekin aja. gw taulah yg dy senga'nya gmana.. weh. waktu dijauhin dy jadi fingerlicker gt. jelek bgt deeh. trus krn ga tega gw tlgn dh. huh, kurang baik apa gw? rese. nah pas masalah dy selesai *yah, ga selesai beneran sih* gw ya santai" aja sm dynya walopun anak" msh pd jagajarak sm si anak ini. eh tau" temen gw blg, "eh gi, lo tau ga, si R ini kan sering bgt ngmgn lo d blakang, kok msh jg lo belain si?" gw cuek ajaa. awalnya gt smp td pagi gw ngegapin dy ngejelekin gw demi BISA DAPET TEMEN ANAK 'GAUL' gw gaplok juga ni anak. hehe. tapi ga gw lakuin. gw sindir" ajaaa. huh, i can be very mean sometimes. kyany gw yg bkal nindas dy bntar lg. hey, syapa yg cri mslh duluan cobaaa?
