name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.
the title sometimes aren't just everything. at the counseling class, we should wrote about our future goals and our friends will gave a testimonial about it. yeah, hell.
mine is; agi tiara - musician
my friend, diah, want to be a musician or accountant, devy wants to be a stay-home-mother and a cook, rizka wants to be an economy expert or designer and asha wants to be a president. along with the subject i made fun with rizka, dissing her economic instinct as she never care with her money. and i made fun of myself, saying my motto is to have a "karir gemerlap segemilang gilang ramadhan" hauhauhauhau, and we know it won't happened unless i have a fairytale miracle.
my friends said in the testimonials that i could be a great musician. i feel i couldn't. there's my other half whinging the voices of when people distracts me and when they rejects me. my head aches in a few second as i'm trying hard just to feel a little comfortable.
i remember my dad's nocturnal thoughts yesterday, (read 2 posts below, "poppa and my fluctuative journeys"). i remember that feeling. i don't know why most of good musicians were under-exposed (like.. nikita dompas, maybe? haha!) and why most of jerks were out overexposed by the media, grr (par examplè; ..you know, those sinetronladybitches and alaysenangbands)
i want to found myself singing at great stage with hundreds people hailing my name, crowds are great and they're wanting me to play the music, i want to found my own albums out for shop. and i found myself sang for my stupid music club, every thursday. but i love it. always. a lil' music can relaxed your mind. a great music can wash your mind. i want my music to lay you down, relax, then wash your brain. hope so, xo
P.S; i'm so in the mood for talking stuffs in english with a long long stories. exchange your thoughts, dear! xo.
