gue udah capek denger semua omongan orang tentang band gue. tentang junoaggy. tentang bad habit gue. how i was drunk before the stage and during the stage. these rumours were so untrue. please shut your dick up guy! gue capek nanggepin gosip gosip kayak gitu. satu kali dua kali sih cuek.

puncaknya di cikarang tgl 14 kemaren gue dilempar botol aqua oleh seorang yang ngeclaim dirinya sebagai junoaggy haters. gue sih gakena. manager gue dong sampe memar. please, guys, norak bgt if you put anarchy into music stage. ya gue disini sekaligus menyindir haters-haters lainnya. pleasee ya, kalo lo gasuka sama suatu musik, abaiin aja. makin lo jadi haters, itu musik makin terkenal karena jadi banyak orang yang penasaran...

1. please deh gue ga ngerti ya, ada yang bilang gue sombong karena di soundshift gue ga mau sharing changing rooms dan tenda. sekarang gini; logic aja ya, gue cewek. isi junoaggy saat itu cewe semua (formasi lama: alexa daniandra (drum) & chita asmara (keyboard). band soundshift yang lainnya cowo semua. masa lo tega kita disuruh satu tenda sm cowo cowo? please banget deh. gimana cara kita ganti baju coba!?

2. yang bilang gue keganjenan karena sering godain teknisi gue; fyi teknisi gue itu namanya mas dhito dan gue sama dia udah kerja bareng dari saat gue masih di DPWTR and that means ini hampir 5 taunan gue kerja bareng dia. gue godain dia juga cuma bercanda kali. sekarang juga, lo liat dong masa iya gue nggak akrab sm teknisi gue, stage manager gue? please bgt.

3. yang bilang gue kacang lupa kulitnya karena gue ga inget dari komunitas mana gue berasal, sekarang gini; anak anak DOGMA semuanya tau gue bikin junoaggy. kalo musiknya gak punk, mereka ga nyalahin gue, mereka kasih gue kesempatan buat jadi diri gue sendiri di junoaggy. satu hal lagi ya gue bikin junoaggy tuh pamit sm semua org termasuk sm mantan gue yang namanya tertulis di technical rider itu :P

4. yang bilang gue gatau diri karena milih buat out dari DPWTR yang ngebesarin nama gue demi junoaggy... DPWTR udah bubar jauh sebelum gue bikin junoaggy.

5. yang bilang gue sombong karena ga mau main satu stage sama band salah satu mantan gue atau yg bilang gue cuma takut >> lo mau gigsnya ancur gara gara gitaris gue (daniel) ribut sama bandnya mantan gue? lo mau stage ancur karena gue rusuh rusuhan? please. ini masalah pribadi bgt. it's better that you avoiding put us together on stage,

6. yang bilang gue sombong dan sebenernya blm jadi apa apa? MAN LO NGUKUR KESOMBONGAN GUE DARIMANA SIH? gue selama ini biasa aja, band temen temen gue minta tlg mixing atau apapun gue bantuin, lo tweet gue ditwitter pasti gue bales, gue emang blm jadi apa -apa trs knp? lo gasuka baca rider gue?

7. yang bilang rider gue banyak dan ribet... aduh pliss untuk urusan technical emang gue ribet (gamau satu stage sm mantan + ga mau main kalo misalnya rider yang nontechnical blm dipenuhin dan gamau sharing ruang ganti (ya iyalah) zzz) tp rider nontechnical gue cuma satu: aqua botol dingin. mati aja lo kalo nyediain aqua botol dingin aja gabisa

8. yang bilang gue suka ngambil jatah studio time orang? ga pernah tuh. fitnah banget. gue selalu booking studio full satu hari, payment dimuka. dan gue selalu booking +- 3 minggu sblm gue mau pake.

9. yang bilang gue bitch yang suka ngerebut cowo orang? i think i know who's the one saying this. mati aja lo.

i just hope you will not get tired

hear me miserating anything.

but i keep a secret.

and that's why i lived through this

*i'll survive and try to live for you

even it's just for a while.

someday we'll know and we'll see baby

i have a deadline

and it'll be my dead time

fall in line with you

is a deadly curse

cos i know i can't leave you

i'll survive and try to live for you

someday i'll told you the secret

and someday we'll know

the reason why

can't i told you more

about myself

someday we'll know, and we'll see

what we were meant to be

everyone have their own alter ego.

we have our own. or maybe just another side of me that people won't understand. sometimes it's sucks knowing you have different ego. after all we're just human.

man i believe in our own head, there lies a tiny version of us, or let's say it is our homunculus. they control the way we react because sometimes our brain react on our own, we just can't decide what we wanna do. so, this little aggy--that's how i called my brain, or my homunculus, were messing around when i got PMS and it makes me bit more grouchy. and it's logical, it's psychological, it's not crazy. every people has their both sides of the coins they won't understand at all, so do people around them. nobody has super straight brain and even einstein, might have his mind twisted.

around me there were so many people with this situation. so, find out about them and their lives might useful if you want to understand someone. there were too many people won't listen to other's explanation about 'their crazy and stressed behaviour'.

so, people, from now just try to understand people the way they are. stop your hasty generalization that every twisted mind means they're schizophrenic and being twisted is crazy. you know, you felt that too :)

and what did ms grouchy up to right now? she's reading this posts and felt headache hihihi :)

kisses and hugs,

junoaggy

first, it was okay, approved some of them... until they speak in planet-languages... or... bahasa 9aHoELzz, which was, not my favourite kind of languages. hellooo speaking in slang indonesian was hard though, now you did some customizable slang languages? god, kill me.

but, even i dislikes them--or to be honest, laughed at them--they're still human. once i found an "alay" (that's how they mentioned: alay - anak layangan or ababil - abg labil) being humiliated by crowds, i mean net crowds, being a public hearsay and her facebook account was filled with people she didn't know that saying 'cruel' words to her... i just feel....

you know, not to be so "kind" i once imagined what did i feel if i were her.

hmmmmm....

but still, if you writes on that kind of languages, i will still laughed at you.

lots of devilish kisses,

junoaggy

for some social climbers, what do you want by expecting people to loved you just because you wear KW 1 totebags?

what do you expect by getting high with an ex of an heir? what do you expect by beating someone just because her family has anything you want? it's pathetic. damn pathetic.

why can't you live normally as every normal girl did? what's so cool with your expectations of life?

why you trying to steal someone's spotlight? why can't you just let it be as it was before?

what's so cool with expensive birthday party when you have no families or real close friends beside you?

divorced parents may looks uncool but, remember they're still you're parents. living through your expectations to proof them that you were 'high' were uncool if YOU IGNORE PEOPLE'S THOUGHT AROUND YOU. what's so cool with A grades or even A+ mark on your report card when you got no friends?

and, having problems with heirs/heiress were so dammitly fuckinly heavenly uncool. what do you want? going to ball with em? tea party with em? with your minus attitude, it's fuckin impossible. helllooo you even don't have manners.

and now, the last one: WHAT'S WRONG IF I GOT "SOMEONE" AND YOU STILL LIVE THROUGH EXPECTATION YA CAN BEAT ME? WHAT'S WRONG IF NOW I FOUND SOMEONE, FOUND REAL FRIENDS? FOUND MY FAMILY--EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE NOT ALRIGHT I COULD STAND STILL SAYING I'M OKAY? MAAAN I'M TOTALLY COOL EVENTHOUGH MY FAMILY IS WHATSOEVER OR MY LIFE IS FUCKINLY STRESSFUL. I GAIN MY OWN MONEY, NOT FROM ANYONE, I HAVE MY OWN LIFE, I DON'T NEED TO ASK YOU WHAT'S LOOK GOOD ON ME OR NOT BECAUSE I HAVE MORE HONEST FRIENDS... AND GUESS WHAT, THEY LOVE ME, AND YOU KNOW: DUDE, YOU COULD NEVER FOOL PEOPLE INTO LOVING YOU!!!

somewhat I'm more productive when i'm falling in love; yes i'm more productive on nonsense stuffs. my manager kept complaining why i slept more on studio (yes, i let the other TKB's member playing while i slept) and why i stuck with my twitter, oh whatever sir, i just finding it fun to do hhhmm yes call me pathetic or twitter whore then hahaha, oh maaaaaaaan my manager sometimes sucks at arranging gigs whatever.

now why i kept complaining about my life because i'm sick of people saying worse things about entrance examination. i think somehow it wasn't funny, because you decrease my spirit. fortunately i got friends :)