J A s L a i r

10.06.2009

not/another/jokes

recently i found a lot of "interesting" friend requests on my facebook account--or followers on twitter account. not to be wicked nor cruel, I am sure most of them has 'imoetz' or 'uccchuuwl' or whatever floats your boats as their last name.

first, it was okay, approved some of them... until they speak in planet-languages... or... bahasa 9aHoELzz, which was, not my favourite kind of languages. hellooo speaking in slang indonesian was hard though, now you did some customizable slang languages? god, kill me.

but, even i dislikes them--or to be honest, laughed at them--they're still human. once i found an "alay" (that's how they mentioned: alay - anak layangan or ababil - abg labil) being humiliated by crowds, i mean net crowds, being a public hearsay and her facebook account was filled with people she didn't know that saying 'cruel' words to her... i just feel....

you know, not to be so "kind" i once imagined what did i feel if i were her.

hmmmmm....

but still, if you writes on that kind of languages, i will still laughed at you.

lots of devilish kisses,

junoaggy

Label: diary, insane conversation

xx signed off at 3:27 PM

9.28.2009

the/suicide/obsession

i'm so total for my new upcoming project; The Suicide Obsession. The Suicide Obsession was different than my three old project (The Trilogy of Dead Heart) which consist of "A Tribute to Joga", "Lot Biblical Lot" and "Flybirds of the Sun". The Suicide Obsession is about someone who did suicide just for fun. like usual it's a "musical novel" which i'll blew yer ear with stories that came in a pack of songs. the hardest part is i just don't understand the main character so i decided to be "her" for a while. changing a bit of my daily life. hard. too hard. have no inspiration, just have one song; 'eat my flesh drink my blood' because i can't concentrate on this one. you know it's kinda hard since i began my new life right now. sigh.

m: makanya udah ga usah twitting lagi, hape disimpen! mau serius ga sih?

a: gue sih mau tp ntar gue gimana keep in touch sama aksa!?

m: ya gausah keep in touch dulu 3 hari gpp kan!?

a: NTAR GUE DISANGKA BUNUH DIRI BENERAN BLOONNN

yes since he's an alive witness of my deadly "committing suicide" part.. well maybe he won't let me fall again. wish so.

i slit my teenage wrist,

.junoaggy.

just don't try this at home, and remember it's not EMO.

Label: diary, insane conversation, musical journeys, nonsense

xx signed off at 7:11 PM

9.12.2009

what/the/...

ad: ...yaudah daripada lo boring setel kaset gih nih bonjovi (memasukkan kaset ke tape)

ag: ....(waiting) kok suaranya ga keluar keluar...(ngencengin volume)

ad: (siap siap headbanging pake lagu bon jovi) bentar...

dan sodara sodara berkumandanglah lucianno pavarotti. brengsek.

Label: insane conversation

xx signed off at 2:11 PM

9.08.2009

dialogue/phase/two

A: pacar saya batman kalo malem bangun dan membasmi kejahatan
S: lu kira gue hansip ronda?

A: cung, porsi makan lo manusiawi deh
S: kata lu gue batman?
A: batman kan manusia kalong
S: kalo gt ini porsi makan manusia kalongsiawi (sambil dengan tenangnya makan indomi rebus 3 porsi + kornet + telor 2 + susu)

A: heh puasa lu
S: insya allah
A: beneran puasa ga?
S: iya iya
(azan)
S: ntar makan siangnya apa ya?
A: katanya puasa, beneran ga sih
S: iya bener, setengah hari

Label: insane conversation

xx signed off at 6:48 AM

9.03.2009

cry/cry/cry

"i started to put some mask on my sadness, try to put them in a light, but the light grew older and cold so i put another mask and living my life like there's nothing happened. after sort of fight and break ups i put them off realizing my face was full of scars and they were red, my eyes were filled with tears, they tried to fall but i kept them locked in a secret box inside knowing if i do that my heart will still torn apart,"

Label: comitting suicide, diary, insane conversation, monologue

xx signed off at 3:42 PM

8.07.2009

last night in your bed

i warn you quietly but you sleep tightly. there was nothing but an alarm signal.
someone broke into our home and it was never okay while i grind to yaself and make a move first.
because it's the last night in your bed and i want you to know i have somebody new. someone, and for ya it was never new.
because it's the last night in your bed and i want you to know i have somebody new. someone, and for ya it was never new.
(last night in your bed - junoaggy, chapter six, a tribute to yoga)

someone bought the tale of two mercenaries. the very first story of junoaggy. and the eight marchs at high rate. idr 80k for sure.
i am so delighted. thank you mysterious-glasses-tight jeans-polem-guy. and goodluck montje for the selling. today is the last day of auction. waaa cant waitttttt :'))

me : tje, gue bagus ga kalo di polem?
montje : hah, polem? poni lempar?
me : iyaaa
montje : poni kok dilempar lempar tsk tsk

Label: band, diary, insane conversation, my own lyrics, the boys

xx signed off at 9:50 AM