name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.
"he's care, he's sensitive, he's adorable unfortunately he has a darky warky past but i shouldn't care, because when you choose to be in love, you choose to be blind"
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(ps: i'm still untied, yes i'm just a butterfly, i'm free to fly)
remember L(edited)? this is remind me of him, his face is just like the vocalist. and even the lyrics itself. shit, last 8 march should be our 2nd years anniversary. but we aren't exist anymore. never.
i think i heart him from the start, remembering those silly times we've spent graciously *to notes you we're blewing up those balloons and more* and now my father gave him the trust. jealous?
lemme get things straight. my dad told me the number two is an 'out-of-date' car, and now sold in a low price -.- but it is legit that he (maybe) already bought that car one or two years ago so... and i already had the number three (even though it is broken) and i don't really care with the number one. uh come on, mazda sports car? nay way. i prefer Cadillac escalade or countach. but it's all pretty expensive, i mean the mazda. well after all... i didn't know that he used to be a richies or bla bla bla i didn't mean to be a material girls or else i just get a bit shocked because.. uh yeah....... he's way sooooooooooooooooooo humble he even ate the pudding & muffins i made :) even care about single fight with me.. doesn't care if i ride silly car to school trust my weird senses of fashion if i am an ordinary girl, maybe i'll fall in line easily, then used his money for buying me hapiness but i won't be that way. i just get shocked, really shocked because.. the memory i have about him.. is about how ordinary he was, how silly our laughters and loves and about how humble he was.. he's none a show-off-prices socialites wannabe none of those prince charming in my way home i keep wonder how easily i have attracted to his humbleness i don't wanna think about your material-thingie i want to erase those facts that YOU are RICH don't want to cover my eyes with that sparkly thingie like you don't get covered by those sparkly thingie NOW I KNOW NOW I KNOW NOW I KNOW how lucky i am to have you :)
love, i wish it was easy to tell that i've been here for thousand hours for you, for you. i wish you were there for me so you made my wish came true i wish for love no more brother and sistes status no more shut the door close to holds a hand so you leave me landed for my own promises to be not in love (juno - be careful with what you wish for)
sukaaa bgt kata kata itu. i imagined someone told me those words. i'll agree in a second. hahahahaaa. i'm so dazed with love even i couldn't saw myself wore a weird gown for this evening.
anyway some candidates that i've been date for were unsucessful. most were had a bad manners, and half of them stink. my friends didn't help me as they sent those guys to my home. but they didn't deserved it, BECAUSE I FOUND MY OWN LOVE. and love mustn't be yours. i'm single and proud of it.
i want to came early everyday, so i can see you sat in an awkward silence, i want to study math so i can laugh with you, i want to smile when you easily throwed a joke, or when you got away from a class then you caught up i want to be beside you i could stay awake at night, learnt sociology, geography, or economy, whatever it takes, to taught you before the exams even i could play music with you i want to hear travis from your white 6GB iPod i wanna know i wanna see i want it all i want you, but dear, i only can saw without sacrificed my self confidence just for smiling, once
*haha yg temen gue pasti tau ini tentang apa, itu loh, haha. padahal orangnya nyolot bgt hee~
thank you for taught me how to sing and spell love
i just can't believe that i can tell you, i could spell love even only once time gets lil' harder though but when you told me i could sing a love song then we were sing a long
*time's up but i'm still feel right because i could fight it and thank you for taught me anything i need in my life that's why i owe you thousands gratitude from deep inside my heart
maybe you'll never know, i will tell you now, even though our love were dying i still can sing or maybe just a lipsynch a plain old song that dying
but i'm not losing my voice i can sing for real, or maybe just another lipsynch a plain old song that dying
this is the song i made for my ex boyfriend yg pernah blg suara gue bagus and told me that the hardest part of holding on, is letting it go. thank you, for teach me love and sadness and singing :')
and this:
