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name's juno slash aggy, having much trouble in the past, and having too much fun right now. after several months crying over my old blog which scrambled by anonymous haters, i started a new one. not really a new one. but few things had change and i had my life on shape. so, you haters better face me outside this blog because when you face me here, you are utterly idiot.

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10.31.2008

ya ampun rizka..

sahabat gw yg bernama lengkap rizka andalusia sangaji ini adalah makhluk kribo asal yang paling gw sayang. berhubung 1,5 taun gw duduk brg bocah semriwing ini jadilah kita sangat mengenal up close and personal *apa coba* she is the very berry only reason why i want to stay in my position, whom i closely defected by three whores and sixty two eyes.

i mean yaaa untung aja gw punya sahabat kaya dia. mengingat beberapa "tukang nyampah" di sekeliling gw sangat sangat annoying. ups nanti ada yg tersinggung. gamau tau ah. jgn marah kalo ngerasa ya mas mas dan mbak mbak, saya kan ndak nyebut nama titel dan kelakuan.

nah jd td kan rizka ke rumah gw buat bkn gerakan senam setengah yoga setengah nyampah hasilnya bikin muntah. ya nggalah. kita malah main permainan kebangsaan dr zaman xf yaitu "pilih siapa" dan "cerita 1 kata" seru deh tp bkn disitu letak kebodohannya

letaknya ada pada kegiatan curhat curhat standar yg tdk standar ituu. oh ya, not forget to mention curhat standar itu emmmm like this,

r : iya gi ntar kalo gw k bandung gmn kalo gw ktm dia?
a : ayayayayay. ya ajak ngobrol
r : gmn crny?
a : tanya aja soal golf *ngasal bgt*
r : aah jangan aku takut!
a : yaudah tanya aja soal warnet
r : oiyaiya *sambil memukuli bahu gw* awas ya gi pokonya ntar dia hrs minta no telf gw atau ga fs gw!
a : what the!?

i mean obviously waktu gbtnny yg dulu nelf dia, hp nya langsung dikasi ke gw yg gatau apa apa
lalu gw dan dia ngakak sampe perut sakit. ya gmn ya rada gila aja. pdhl tdnya gw sempet curhat soal mcm" yg gaenak gt. grrr.
trus gw sm dia sempet sempetnya ngakak" ngomongin jb, si makhluk penghuni kelas gw yg ajaib. soalnya wkt pas hari rabu si jb ngmg gini ke pak dwi, "pak tau yg namanya pulang ga pak?" dgn nada yg senga senga lucu. wow.
tdny gw pikir ya gw udh ga tahan dgn kondisi gw yg skrg tapi kalo inget bude my bud bud soulmate gw jd lbh hepi lg. yg secara dulu kita selalu remed bersama wouo bud maafkan aku skrg aku jarang remed mwah mwah. kadang gw suka ngakak gt apalg kalo bude udh mulai salting ga jelas yah ya gw bs sampe ketawa ayam apalg kalo udh gosip di telfon weee bs lama bgt. lucunya dl gw sm anak ini mau cabut legita trus di halte busway kt udh panik bgt bgt yg kaya ga pnh cabut tau tau emg ga ada legita dan gw sm anak inipun melenggang bombay ke gramedia matraman. saking soulmate nya yaa apa ya, kayanya gw sm dia ga kepengaruh omongan gaenak ttg sahabat" gw yg membuktikan bhw that gossip-lady were succesfully immature.
yaaah bertemanlah dgn org yg saya sangat samarkan identitasnya karena saya sangat baik hati lalu bersahabatlah dgn bude lalu LIAT MANA YG LBH MENYENANGKAN. gyahahahaha.

ya budelah masa budedong. hehe

Label: teman-teman saya

10.30.2008

lagi lagi ribet

aahkrrkgrrdzing.

senin besok sekolah musik kita yang ngetop itu midtest. nyot nyot. gw pengen liburann oh nooo. khusus gw midtestnya 1 mingguan gt soalnya gw pinter dan tahan banting. eh ga deng soalnya gw major nya ada dua dan yg satu berpotensi besar untuk ga lulus.

*3 nov : music theory - kenyang abis gw ujian yg ini berkali kali. wajib sih
*6 nov : piano dasar 1 - siap tidak lulus
*7 nov : rhodes 1 - kalo lulus mukjizat
*8 nov : eartraining section 1 - yang ngawas siapa ya?
*9 nov : eartraining section 2
*11 nov : rhodes 2 - biasanya dapet D
*12 nov : stage audition
*13 nov : exhibition - oo tidak! gw males nyiapinnyaaa grrr

ya haduh mesti siap cape gw nih. mana 1 ruangan gw semuanya pd santai aja lg. aargghh sebal. pdhl gw udah mau nangis gitu pas disodorin jadwal. mana ada jgtc, jakjazz dll pula i'm so ergh.

Label: diary, les musik, musik

10.29.2008

crying

look now. percuma aja lu nungguin org org yg lu sukain buat suka sm lu. lu ga cantik. lu jg ga pinter. lu bukan seseorang yang penting.
lu mati, mungkin jg ga ada yg peduli. sahabat lu bahkan ngehianatin lu. orgtua lu ngerasa lu ga penting kan? trus ngapain lu hidup sekarang? nyusain org aja!

i imagine someone out there with these kind of feeling except me. i want to share.

Label: monologue, nonsense, sarkasme

10.28.2008

kisah tolol setaunan band yang geblek

syam : gi kmrn lo beli brownies yg buat setaunan dmn?
aggy : hah? brownies? itu muffin!

cukupkah dialog diatas mendeskripsikan betapa dodolnya gitaris les etoiles?
eniwei bai de wei baswei, gw jealous bgt bgt soalnya gebetan gw ya gt dh hahahaha ga penting. untung ada syam dan kemal yg selalu menghibur hahha :D

Label: diary, love life, nonsense

10.27.2008

meet my new soulmate(s)!

geez i have new soulmates that follow me everywhere. yeah, not everywhere sih. but i am FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEM.

1. fujifilm finepix S700
not a new cam. i bought in about four months ago but i remember now i bring this cheap shit everywhere because i have no good camera. its price were cheap but the pics is as cool as others semi lsr cam.

2. demsiong a.k.a mazu
i went everywhere with him. literally he is my nephew but two months older than moi. he is a drummer too. he's great! usually we did some virtual drum session on msn
last time we're hanging out together, we spent sometimes at starbucks, talking anykind of shits

3. dzirham
my new bff. he's my rhodes classmate and sometimes became so silly yet annoying. like mazu, we ussually hanging out together. he's just as funny as hell

4. fenny wang flip flops
not a cheap flip flops. i bought it for almost 200.000 rupiahs but it's worthy enough because i love this expensive shits

5. regal's stickline
a cheap drumstick that i always bring in my backpack. it's design were hell and they have no 2B's or 7A's how great.

6. asekikanta juno chiyoda
daughter from ogo. she's amazing although her mom left her when she'd just born. she's having her 9th months birthday now so i decided to gave her a cute lil' blanket. i want to have a daughter like her.

7. dr john's eye massager
it helps me through my silly insomniac. thanks mum.

8. spongebob tees
again. not a cheap shits but very worth the price. i bought it with phil's size so it is really BIG as i don't need to wear any shorts to hid half of my feet.

9. chill out music
who said rockers didn't need to listen to natalie imbruglia? i love 'counting down the days' or KT tunstall's 'other side of the world' or even 'landed' by ben folds? i told ya, i listen to jay chou's 'ye qu (nocturne) for almost everytime. even right when i typed this.

10? no more ten hahha 9 is ENOUGH NEUTRAL (bc: eno netral hahaha jayus jayus pokoknya 9 aja cukup)

Label: diary, nonsense

10.26.2008

a year lalalalalaaaa :)

oh, what a love :)

geez.
i only sit in silence, then you've come.
but i will never know who you are,
even though i know your name.

goodbye greyman. i said goodbye greyman. i said goodbye to welcome you.

Label: nonsense

10.25.2008

the happy hour show adaptation!

happy hour show bercerita tentang empat orang announcer wannabe yg berprofesi menjadi musisi. diki si gitaris yang banyak gaya, atty si vokalis yg kekanakan, montje si pianis yang melankolis dan sonny, doublebassist yang juga seorang film maker. awalnya atty dan diki menggunakan radio panggil yang ada pada carcall di sekolah musik tempat mereka mengajar di sore hari saat jam istirahat. lalu sonny mengabadikan momen itu dlm video yg dia upload ke youtube. tak lama kemudian, video itu pun menjadi hits dan request pun berdatangan. mereka pun mulai sering on air dgn radio carcall sampai kemudian ditegur oleh pemimpin sklh musik tsb. pada akhirnya mereka ditolong oleh montje, yg menjadi engineer mereka. lalu bgmn kah nasib atty dan diki?
to be continued.

10.24.2008

CAPEK!

jadi hari kamis kmrn gw ga sempet ol. kan ceritanya gn, gw cape mana ujan becek ga ada ojek trus kijang gw kan udh dijual jd adanya mobil yg ceper gt trus gw telf bokap katanya macet untung ada devy sm wina jd gw ngojek payung sm mereka gt :D
trus kan pulang, nyampe rmh jam setengah 5 gw lsg tidur gt. jam setengah 7 gw panik dan bangun gara gara gw pengen ntn inuyasha eh pas lg ntn ada nilo dtg rupanya dia mau nginep eh jam 9 an gw udh nyenyak pdhl niatnya gw mau chatting sama nema. bangun bangun jam 5an gara gara di telf sm nick. eh gw kan lari jumat jd gw lsg buru buru berangkat. udh gt gw smpt bete d sklh untung ada kejadian yg cukup menghibur gw. jadikan gw mau keramas di wc smp yg dkt greenhouse nah trus ada anak sd dikerumunin org org. rupanya anak sd itu mengacungkan jari tengahnya kepada seorang anak SMP, yg katanya wkt di SD sering menindas dia. gyahaha gaul bgt si anak SD SMP jaman sekarang. entar gedenya kayak ARUI lho. hahaha gw sm devy smp ngakak ngakak saking gaulnya trus siangnya gw ngurus java bistro sm les etoiles trus bikin absen sm silabus musik kupret gara gara buatannya mbak rachel salah ketik semua. gw sebel jadinya akhirnya yah gw kayanya entar lembur lg ngejar deadline gt pdhl gw pgn bgt tidur trus gw telf rayen katanya dia mau bantuin. aduh apa gw ngungsi ke pamulang aja yah? heee capek bgt gw!

Label: diary

10.21.2008

i am busy enough to tell u that i want to see you shattered

another angry posts i guess. for real, revenge is useless and i am not despair enough to weaves a silly atenttion.
i'm not lose. i hold on for the last time.
i think i used to be someone else in front of you. i'm not sad, listen, we DO NOT NEED TO GET PAID ANYTHING FOR A FRIEND.
if you want to see a value of a friend, lose one. see how much you should pay for this. you fuckin bitch, i hope you fuckin burned in hell for these shits. like i care.

i listen to your cry,
a cry for less attention,
but both my hands are tied
and i'm pushed into a deep ends
i listen to you talk
but talk is cheap,
and my mouth is filled with blood from trying not to speak
so search for an excuse
and someone to believe you
in foreign dressing room
(no it isn't - +44)

don't you think its lyrics fit to this tragedy?
first, get real, you have a problem with me then all you have to do is talk to me not to other people to show that you indeed an immature person
second, get real, DON'T BRING ANYONE ELSE TO OUR PRIVATE PROBLEM, you'd show us that you were a chicken yet coward and pity person
three, STOP WHINGEING to MY BESTFRIENDS like i am oh-so-abusive. they'll told me immediatelly,
four, stop lying. you are unforgivable right now.
five, i pity you, you are so fuckin desperate for attention but sorry, all of your 'old friends' didn't saw a value of our friendshits anymore, so fuckup.
six, ask for forgiveness to my bestie as you DISSED THEM!!
seven, i don't care, if you did anything like this to us then there's a chance you might do this to anyone else.

people, i already warned you. stay away from her before it's too late.
aduh lupa, ntar ada yang NGERASA lg. hahaha sahabat kita bgt ya itu orang.

Label: diary, marah, nonsense

i need: AN IMMEDIATE SLEEP

pls somebody tell me: it's 4:30am and i still can't sleep. mana internet lemot semaleman gara gara speedy yang rada gila, gprs jg lemot parah, mau sms an ga di bls sm NTA! hiyaaah :( mudah mudahan syam bw gitar ntar soalnya gw lg mood buat ngerjain lagu.
trus kan kemaren ceritanya gue battle of brains sama luthfi aksel. trus sempet ngobrol masalah funk-rock project kita yg oh so soleil bgt. habis itu gue kalah jadinya gue balik ke kelas. trus kan gue bw gitar, lg pengen main eh si egar minjem. terjadilah percakapan ini;

g (gue) : gar gar gantian gw pgn main
e (egar) : ntar duluuu ntar bentaar aja
i (ija) : eh udah gar, balikin aja
g: *bingung karena ija jadi baik*
e: *keliatan sama bingungnya*
i: *memegang gitar* nih gi.. *lalu memainkannya* gue pinjem yah!

grrr. siasat abis. dasar anakjdsyangcuma4kalimasuk.
trus kan kemaren gue masak buat kemal. jadi itung itung ucapan terimakasih yang amat sangat karena sudah dihibur. tp katanya masih agak kurang bumbu yahhaaa gapapa deh ya mal :)
trus si diah bs sms an sm kak slamet walaupun terjadi salah bc sms akut gara gara kedodolan devy, jadi kak slamet nulisnya gn; apa kbr diah?shat?
naah si diah bukannya dbc dulu malah lsg dikasih ke devy, eh si devy mengeja kata 'shat' sbg 'shalat' aw aw aw gyaa pdhl artinya SEHAT.
ya gw sm dua org itu sampai ngakak kaya orang ayan. yg mana pak agus KN smp terbengong bengong meliat kelakuan gw diah devy. cuma pas akhir akhir miss adudomba kt memfitcoy gue lg. untung desy,kung,devy,diah,kemal ga kepengaruh. pulangnya gw curhat sm nick,

curhat part 1
n (nick); hah emang orgnya smp gt sm lo?
g; iyaa ih nyebelin yaaa ky hbs manis sepah dibuang
n; iyalah ngapain sepah dimakan?

curhat part 2
n; ih gatau diuntung bgt ya itu orang?
g; bgt. temen temen gw si seneng seneng aja ga ada dia.
n; ya iyalahh kan tempat duduknya jadi luas

curhat part 3
g; ih iya ngapain sih dia ada mslh sm gw bw" org lain? gak gentle gt
n; yaiyalah kan ladies, bego

curhat part 4
g; nick, gw nyeseel bgt curhat sm lo
n; yowis tp jgn kapok curhat sm gw ya *senyum lebar*

see? happyhour show terasa bagai sampah masa kini :(
gapapa deh kan gue TUKANG NGESPAM YG SUKA NGMGN ORG D BLKG DAN ABUSIVE.
aduh yg ngerasa, kasian bgt dh ngerasa diomongin :D

Label: bete, diary, sedih, senang, teman-teman saya

10.20.2008

bestfriend?

1. Siapa temen baik kamu yg dkt bgt sm kamu?
err yeaahh kemal diah bude devy darta anaz adip nilo ogo nick
2. kenapa kamu bs dkt sm mereka?
karena mereka ga memfitnah saya dan nikam saya di blkg apalg jadi tukang ngadu ke guru.
3. kamu syg mereka? kenapa?
iyalah. mereka selalu ada buat saya gt :( ga kayak SESEORANG
4. Ada gak hal yg bkn kamu jd dkt bgt sm mereka?
adaaa kan ceritanya ada orang gt yg nyoba ngadudomba gue sm slh 1 sahabat gw terus fitnah fitnah gw gt. bitchy bgt ya? pengecut lg beraninya ngmg sm temen gw ga sm gw
5. Hal yg bs bikin kalian berantem?
kalo saya mulai egois. tp biasany mereka ngingetin gw kok. tp kemaren kt sempet ribut gara gara SESEORANG yg soktau gt
6. Apa hobi kalian yg sama?
ngata ngatain SESEORANG
7. Sebutin nama gebetan 2 org sahabat kamu?
weits itu secret
8. Sebutin 1 kejadian yg gbkal terlupakan
Diadu domba sm seseorang gicyu deech

Label: bete, diary

10.19.2008

loves :)

love, i wish it was easy to tell
that i've been here for thousand hours
for you, for you.
i wish you were there for me
so you made my wish came true
i wish for love
no more brother and sistes status
no more shut the door close to holds a hand
so you leave me landed for my own promises
to be not in love
(juno - be careful with what you wish for)

sukaaa bgt kata kata itu. i imagined someone told me those words. i'll agree in a second. hahahahaaa. i'm so dazed with love even i couldn't saw myself wore a weird gown for this evening.

anyway some candidates that i've been date for were unsucessful. most were had a bad manners, and half of them stink. my friends didn't help me as they sent those guys to my home. but they didn't deserved it, BECAUSE I FOUND MY OWN LOVE.
and love mustn't be yours. i'm single and proud of it.

Label: diary, love, my own lyrics, the boys

10.18.2008

aggy: risih!

jadi kan ceritanya gue nunggu di apotik yg Katanya buka 24 jam itu, dan emang buka 24 jam, di dkt rmh gw.
berhubung obat gw mesti diracik, jadi jadi jadiii gue nunggu aja deh di bangku yg empuk empuk itu. ga taunyaa persis diseberang gue terdapat...

rak berisi kondom.

i mean ya, err ada 1 rak khusus buat yang mereknya durex dan berbagai variannya dari ribbed, love, together, featherlite, comfort dll
has we being very open in our sex-life?
gue sih risih aja. yeah maybe i'm too conservative or what but for me, HELL NO.
ga lama setelah gue duduk datanglah seorang mas mas aneh bercakap cakap dgn mbak mbak kounternya. and then she grabbed a condom!
oh shit.

gue masih sok cuek aja, cuma orang orang di sekeliling gue mulai menatap orang itu dgn tatapan, "PENDOSA! KAMU TUKANG ZINA!"
i mean, obviously itu KONDOM gt. yeah, mungkin aja kan mas mas itu udah nikah dan mungkin istrinya HIV or else? again i tried to be more (un)realistic.

gue bingung. lalu gw meminum kopi yang disediain disitu, lalu duduk diem lagi. mungkin gak sih orang jadi lbh terbuka masalah gituan? yeah, at least, sex is no more secret between anyone.
i thank god, me myself will keep it until my first night. i am an east-conservative girl remember?

tetep aja duduk di dpn rak kondom itu irritating :(

Label: diary, nonsense, thoughts

10.17.2008

a poems

i want to came early everyday,
so i can see you sat in an awkward silence,
i want to study math
so i can laugh with you,
i want to smile when you easily throwed a joke,
or when you got away from a class then you caught up
i want to be beside you
i could stay awake at night, learnt sociology, geography, or economy,
whatever it takes,
to taught you before the exams
even i could play music with you
i want to hear travis from your white 6GB iPod
i wanna know
i wanna see
i want it all
i want you,
but dear, i only can saw
without sacrificed my self confidence
just for smiling, once

*haha yg temen gue pasti tau ini tentang apa, itu loh, haha. padahal orangnya nyolot bgt hee~

Label: love, my own lyrics, nonsense

aggy jadi musisi etnis?

Pertanyaan ini dilontarkan sm sahabat sahabat gue dengan nada mencela :(
what's wrong kalo gue ikut karawitan? asyik looh asyik. gw pegang peking atau apa gt kt gurunya namanya gt.
for more information, errr peking it yg dipukulnya dua kali dua kali. hehehee.
mari kita majukan musik indonesia!

Label: musik, nonsense

10.16.2008

daily life

hari ini akyu diceng cengin. huee. dari pagi sampe siang sampe gila akyu dicengin.
pertama tama kan gue ke kantin pagi" brg devy diah terus devi cerita katanya dia mimpi gw dirangkul sm oknum M ganteng kita itu amin deh amin amin amin. terus dicengin deh gue sama dia bzzz, terus hbs itu, kan gw beli minum trus tukang minumannya yg ngmg "haik haik" gt arrggh ngecengin gue juga, yaoloh gimana si, masa dicengin tukang minuman grrr terus kan pas bahasa gw dicengin sm ibunya *duh gw lupa namanya* tp pokoknya gw dibilang yg salah salah nanggung gt, trus diledek gara gara ungkapan menjual gigi yg artinya kan harusnya senyum lebar tapi gw blgnya menjual sesuatu yg berharga, ketuker sm istilah yg pernah diajarin ibunya dan yang duduk dkt gw byk yg nyon nyon sama gw jadi jwbnny sama. grr tp ga remed deng jadi gw ga panik at the disko deh apasih.
nah kan pas bahasa gw nggosip ama devy, ngmgn peteranswers.com yang fenomenal itu, dan gue yah berasa krezi krezi gt karena gw ngmg soal jodoh smbil lirik lirik si gebetski gyahahaha eh ketauan devi jadinya gue dicengin deh aah blm selese dicengin pas sosio kan gw nanya ttg organismic approach ke kelompok yg lg presentasi eh gataunya yg jawab ija, karena gue rada bolot atau entah ijanya yg emang suaranya pelan atau emang kelasnya berisik gw ga dgr trus ijanya ngedeket ke meja gue dan jadilah gue dicengin sekelas hueeeee sebel, mana ada si gebetski lagi aku kan jd malyuuu~
nah terus terus gw kan cantik (apasih) jadi gw sm diah devy kan makan trus gw kan sm gebetski lirak lirik terus yah trus devy bilang gn "yah kurang 30 derajat, sekalian aja liatin orgny, gausa pake lirik lirik gi" trus ya gue malu soalnya devy ngomongnya kenceng, ntar kalo gebetski denger gimana? aaaa.
pas udah kaya gt gue berbalik jaya riang gembira minta digampar sambil senyum penuh nista terus ngebales, ngecengin devy "TELFON, TELFON RUMAH, TARIF HEMAT, UWOO UWOOO" gara gara pa dwi bilang devy sama aksa mirip bintang iklannya. sumpah gue ngakak gila. nah pas sejarah kan ceritanya gue masi lirik lirikan sama gebetski, trus devy sama diah nyanyi nyanyi lagu yg "KU TLAH JATUH CINTA KEPADA DIRINYA SUNGGUH CINTA TRALALAPAMPAMPAM" itu deh. yaah aku malu malu kuciang deh, ya enggalah, soalnya lagu itu berkumandang dari pagi. eh si devy malah bilang, "gi, gusi lo merah deh" ah jayus
trus kan gebetski gue lewat eh si devy makin jadi ngata ngatain gue, grr
pas pulang gw nyalon bentar trus tidur tiduran, eh nyokap tb tb nanya nanya soal oknum M, ya gw jawab aja blm jadian. eh si nyokap tau tau ngecengin, nyuruh nyuruh si M dateng ke rumah segala, padahal kan kan kan gue br ngobrol berapa kali sama si M itu jg lewat msn, kalo real mah blm pernah, sinjiang juga ni. eh nyokap ngakak ngakak trus ngecengin gue katanya ga gaul gue blm pacaran. ih berasa gaul ya nyokap gue?
eniwei bsk terima raport bayangan. doain ya mudah mudahan hasilnya bisa buat beli laptop br (bc: bagus)
trus doain jg demo gw bisa selesai. sejauh ini si yg udah dgr seciprit materinya br devy, diah sm egar, mudah mudahan bs mateng trus bagus amin

salam gahar
junosuper a.k.a aggy

Label: diary, nonsense

10.15.2008

hattrick

i just wanna say,
not i love you, ofcourse! i wanna say, dear you, it's the hattrick, 3 post in a day.

ENGLISH PLEASE.
yeah, i tried to correct my lousy grammar since my teacher, mr yaya told me to wrote in english to learn the grammar itself. ok, i'll try. but some of my craziness will still in bahasa.
and hell, i miss my bestman, gandhy. since he's still busy dealing with his new flat, i'll shut the msn off ;)
my greatest wacky chat experiences with my besties, were really paid off. i can laugh a bit, sometimes overloud, or even crying. but yeah, no one put off the hell like bebe (gandhy) did.
imy beb. come home soon, i want to punch you on the face.

and i still facing lots of problem. the internet connection became more lame yet silly everyday since people used that for jerking off.
i wouldn't try one, thank you.

still bebe arent home.
i REALLY need a boyfriend NOW, maybe. yes i do. thank you. stop whingeing around bebe and maybe, looking for a cute drummer outside.
everyone but not you, beb

Label: diary

a musician wannabe wanna eat you alive

the title sometimes aren't just everything.
at the counseling class, we should wrote about our future goals and our friends will gave a testimonial about it. yeah, hell.

mine is; agi tiara - musician

my friend, diah, want to be a musician or accountant, devy wants to be a stay-home-mother and a cook, rizka wants to be an economy expert or designer and asha wants to be a president.
along with the subject i made fun with rizka, dissing her economic instinct as she never care with her money. and i made fun of myself, saying my motto is to have a "karir gemerlap segemilang gilang ramadhan" hauhauhauhau, and we know it won't happened unless i have a fairytale miracle.

my friends said in the testimonials that i could be a great musician. i feel i couldn't. there's my other half whinging the voices of when people distracts me and when they rejects me. my head aches in a few second as i'm trying hard just to feel a little comfortable.

i remember my dad's nocturnal thoughts yesterday, (read 2 posts below, "poppa and my fluctuative journeys"). i remember that feeling. i don't know why most of good musicians were under-exposed (like.. nikita dompas, maybe? haha!) and why most of jerks were out overexposed by the media, grr (par examplè; ..you know, those sinetronladybitches and alaysenangbands)

i want to found myself singing at great stage with hundreds people hailing my name, crowds are great and they're wanting me to play the music,
i want to found my own albums out for shop.
and i found myself sang for my stupid music club, every thursday. but i love it. always.
a lil' music can relaxed your mind.
a great music can wash your mind.
i want my music to lay you down, relax, then wash your brain.
hope so, xo

P.S; i'm so in the mood for talking stuffs in english with a long long stories. exchange your thoughts, dear! xo.

Label: diary, doa seorang drummer gila, les musik, monologue, musik, nikita dompas, nonsense, senang, teman-teman saya

he is.. bebe

bebe is a yes and no guy, i mean, YES HE IS A MAN and NO HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND.
his full name is elfasanza gandhi soerjakanta. a cousin of daniel and currently studying at percussion institute. hate cats and parrot. love swimming. heavenly, he is a close friend of mine.

as we grew up separately, in a very different yet crossing culture, sometimes we have a bit of fight. lil' this or that. he never complaining the way i spoke or the way i walk. that is just what it is.
then..
BOOM.
hehehe, he's clearly genious.
well, you must listen to swing out sister's beautiful mess. song that described us the most. when he'd headed to Music institute, i grins.
finding another shoulder to lean on were hard.

so, bebe, have a nice day with your new apartment ya ;D love you, xo.

Label: daniel's old stuffey, diary, kenangan, les musik, musik, nonsense, the boys

10.14.2008

poppa and my fluctuative journeys

i love my poppa cause he always told me the right thing in a wrong way. no gratitude yet silly catfight everyday.
since i had some nasty fight with abitchyslut whom i always admit to diss here..
he told me, "gi, when you're trying to kick her while she's still alive, don't use a low kick, use your anger instead of feeling sorry, and if she's a crap, go on and hang her head on your ceiling"
i said, "pop, you just sounded like ozzy osbourne"

my pop told me, if he felt worried he'll get angry as well.
my pop told me, i need to get away from my nasty problem.
and i told myself, i hate my poppa

"gi, first when you are 4, we took you into a music shop and we bought an old yamaha keyboard, which one you used for learning piano, then you bought yourself a melodica when we asked you what instrument did you want to play, and then you pointed drums, an old ludwig,"
"i know you were too young to play drums, even though i played it as well, we'd know that you wouldn't fit at that old ludwig, in that time junior kits were hard to found, me asked the shop owner to order a junior kit, for your 5th years bday gift"
"and then you always positively disturbed me when i played drums, everyday. you asked me, what's this, what's that, why that sounded like this or that, and so and so, well, i felt lucky cos you would try one, and once you hold the stick, i know, you got your daddy's talent,"

(and i said, "that is mean i am not talented, pop, you sucks," then he laughed)

"all i know you love the drums but once you denied it for the bass, your brother is a great bassist though he didn't know he was a great bassist because he learnt it by himself, from a book, then he's a left handed bassist, the best i ever met, i sent him to yamaha then"
"you getaway from the piano course, your teacher said you didn't have what so called talent, and you denied it. i still heard some messy beyer and folks song which meant you were still practiced it, but you always said that you hate pianos and stuff"

(i said, "what the hell with that white and black keys, damn,")

"then at age of 6 you started your music course even though i must begged my bestfriend to gave u a chance in M&J, you grew up, and at 10 you asked me for a bass,"
"you have a twinky 2B's drumstick finger, a fragile ones that wont help you learnt bass but u tried and you made it, i'm proud of you, so proud, even at age of 11 you asked me a guitar,"
"i can't help myself, it's a fact that when you were 12 you asked me a doublebass. right when you got some late problems, at the same time, i realize you were still play piano, drums, bass and guitar, when you got a bit serious with that, you enroll an independent music studies and i saw you worked really hard with those eartrainings, music business and stuff, some girls like you might been fall in love with boy or else, you studied those boring music studies,"

(i laughed, "yeah, i fall in love with nikita dompas," then pop glanced at me in a scary face, i sighed, "just kidding pop, i fell with the music itself")

"then at the beginning of this year, you were completely finish those music studies, i found myself got very happy, yet i felt 'i don't need to bought her an instrument again,' and i'm just laughing if you said you want a grand piano like everyday since i bought your first keyboard, imagine, now you have an old DX 200, one RMV, one PSR 3000, two melodica, one classic C330, one st harmony electric bass, one doublebass, and lots of amplifiers and it's all your own, your own, i didn't count rio's and mine and we already had those homey studio, thanks god i can bought you your very own house to put those bitches together"

(i laughed overloud, he looked annoyed)

"still NOW you asked me for a rhodes course and i gave it, and you still improving your percussion skill, girl, i want to sent you straight away to hollywood's music institute!"

i spoke clearly, "dad, i always wanted to be just like you, i want to be in that institute, not juilliard like mum tells,"

and you know what did he said to me?

"you're too good to be like me, i am just an unknown musician and enjoy myself at my 58 to 60 to praise myself, as a great civil engineer,"

i parked the car in my carport. tried so hard to not cry. after all, he's just too overprotective to his only daughter which act like her without ever knowing it.

Label: bass, diary, doublebassist, drum, family, instrument, kenangan, les musik, musical journeys, musik, nonsense, poppa, sedih, senang, stories, terharu

10.13.2008

inalillahi wa inailaihi raji'un..

nenek gue smlm meninggal.
gw yang shock aja gt. ya gmn ya secara nenek gue udah tgl 1 gt.
emang si mbah-ti udah tua bgt. umurnya udah 90an lbh kali, trus jg sakitnya udah lama. yaa gue sbg cucunya yg paling muda, dan udah 7 taun gw ngurus nenek gue ya pasti keilangan bgt lah.
terus..
gw ga tidur semaleman. ngurus ambulance, makanan dll dll aduh udah deh gue udah ga sempet ngurusin diri sendiri padahal tangan gw br keseleo gt trus gw jg br sembuh. mana bsknya gw sklh hari pertama terus ada les drum..
BUYAR YAR YAR.
tp gw jd ngeliat org org yg selalu ada buat gue dsb dsb bahkan sahabat sahabat gue yg ngelayat..
anjritlah.

Label: diary

10.11.2008

thank you for taught me how to sing and spell love

i just can't believe that
i can tell you,
i could spell love even only once
time gets lil' harder though
but when you told me
i could sing a love song
then we were sing a long

*time's up but i'm still feel right
because i could fight it and
thank you for taught me
anything i need in my life
that's why i owe you thousands gratitude from deep inside my heart

maybe you'll never know,
i will tell you now,
even though our love were dying
i still can sing
or maybe just a lipsynch
a plain old song that dying

but i'm not losing my voice
i can sing for real,
or maybe just another lipsynch
a plain old song that dying

this is the song i made for my ex boyfriend yg pernah blg suara gue bagus and told me that the hardest part of holding on, is letting it go. thank you, for teach me love and sadness and singing :')

i can let go even though it hurts, luth.

Label: diary, love, monologue, my own lyrics, nonsense, the boys

10.09.2008

tiga drummer hybrid + 1 gitaris autis = bego

gw habis sarapan JAM DUA SIANG. kurang pagi apa sarapan gue? sejak ada 2 drummer hybrid dan 1 gitaris nyet nyet nyet liburan gw kacau balau.
Pertama tama nyik a.k.a erik sama ogo dan gitaris tolol "yang itu" (baca:nilo) ngegratak di kamar gue. berhubung nyik jarang ke jakarta trus guenya males ke bandung, bocah itu gue PAKSA PAKSA dengan alamakhoy untuk ngajarin gue scupa malemnya tp dasar gue rada gila bukannya nyimak gue malah msn an sama kemal sampe ngakak ngakak tp eh tp jam stgh 9 gw ketiduran :)
jam 12 an tau tau grrr tempat tidur gw kayaknya goyang goyang parah trus panas panas gokil gt. gw kira kebakaran loh tau tau..
BOCAH BOCAH MONYONG ITU MATIIN AC KAMAR GUE TERUS NGEBAKAR BAKAR KERTAS SAMBIL NGGUNCANG KASUR GUE, TRUS KERTASNYA DIDEKETIN KE MUKA GUE!!
gimana kalo smp kebakaran coba? gimanaaaa?
monyet. udah gitu si ogo pake acara motret motret muka iler gue. cuihh. hbs itu jam 3an si ogo dengan gebleknya ngebangunin gw lg dan coba tebak kenapa?

DIA KANGEN BABY JUNO

cuih. penting abis. padahal gw br mulai tidur juga.
habis itu drummer hybrid kita yg ganteng itu spending for almost 4 hours to curhat curhat tentang DRUM. aiyah.
eh iya gue br notice bunyi floor gw ga enak abis. kenapa yah? apa kuping gw yg ga beres? masalahnya belakangan ini gw ga pernah ngerasa puas sm bunyi alat musik gue. sampe insiden "subkick ancur" kemaren jg tau ni kuping gw kenapa.. apa jgn jgn gw ketularan mas wirja? grrr BAHAYA AJA.
trus td gw donlot lagu lagu lama yg cihuy seperti.. paris hilton. iya iya, gue suka sm lagu yg nothing in this world itu hehee trus chopin sm tchaikovsky *iye tau beda jauh*

10.08.2008

01 and their assignment

SMTKCK keparaat rat raaat!
pr menggunung, assignment bertumpuk, harga drum makin mahaaaaal gara gara krisis ekonomi *iya ga nyambung*

tadi pagi demi nyelesein assignment si sefny gue bela belain deh ke rumah lexa. bodo amat jauh. yg penting selesai.
di rumah lexa ternyata ada ical, dmaz dan renor yang juga lg ngerjain assignment tai itu. untunglah AC kamar lexa nyala jadi gw lbh semangat *lho?*
fyi assignmentnya 3 lembar gambar set drum plus skemanya yang bulet bulet itu *gw lupa namanya apa* dan dikerjakan di kertas A3. jadi ada tampak depan, samping dan dalam plus skema 1 lembar dan keterangan yang bisa berlembar lembar.
kadang gue nyesel kenapa ngambil grade music theory. sefny galak ajah. trus gw pulang dan nitip absen sm ical-renor
siangnya, gw ditelepon mazu katanya 01 dimarain gara gara gambarnya seadanya banget terus skemanya ngga ada yg beres, soalnya mirip semua. terus dikasi tugas lagi disuruh bikin gambar kaya gitu lagi sama tiga lagu yang bisa dimainin secara unik dengan set itu
i feel so ERGHH
gw bingung.
ga ada apa tugas yg lbh "waras"?
kayanya instructor yang lain ga ada yg ngasi pr terus kaya gini deh. anjrot jrot jrot jrot jrot.
gw diam. dmaz (a.k.a mazu) diam. lalu dia menyanyikan jingle telkom yang baru, telepon rumah uwo uwo... pake 30 menit bayar 6 menit sajaaa.. tralala dubidum bidum pam pam..
lalu kita terdiam lagi (setelah ngakak ngakak gila) karena berarti, rabu depan skema jelek itu udah harus jadi. grrr. jadi sorenya, ical, renor, mazu dateng ke rumah gw. nah udah gt tiba-tiba nyik sama aye datang ke rumah. rame deh.
berhubung aye jago main gitar, gue minta gitar gw yg bunyinya jadi aneh sejak senarnya gue ganti kemaren, distemin. trus gw tinggal deh aye sama nyik di kamar, gw ngibrit ke bawah trus nyicil tugas si sefny bareng bocah cihuy mazu, cabulita ical dan renor.
udah gitu ical kan sambil browsing browsing raditya dika, eh ada link yang ke kamus anak gaul gt. berasa rascal gt. haha, no offense buat yg punya site. lucu kok kamusnya, lumayan menghibur bocah bocah nestapa lagi durjana ini. eh durjana itu bukannya gitarisnya GIGI? itu dewa BUDJANA, hahahahaha jayus.
eh tau tau gitar gue jadi. bunyinya udah lbh enak gt. nah aye sm nyik diatas curhat curhat bebek secara nyik kalo ke jakarta jarang ketemu aye.

assignmentnya gmn gi? belum jadi tuh, hehehe :)

Label: diary, drum, ketololan sehari hari, les musik, musik, nonsense, sebel, senang

i love you

just can say,
i love you,
i know it's a bit ditch
a little duchy

a night on a warm bed
and hot coffeè
talk about anything
till the first light came

then, msn messenger
but i felt really happy
because i can laugh
i can laugh
i can laugh,
because of you
that's why i love youuuu
my very berry one and only

Label: my own lyrics

10.01.2008

another baby

What do you think about my little new baby jonas?
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kambing guling

My new sweet baby - amen!!

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happy eid mubarooookk!!

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